(Inspiration from "How Could You leave Us" By NF) This is such an amazing song it made me cry over and over again. I was scared to take from it. But here it goes.
I know what it's like
to be addicted to pills
I have also witnessed
How it kills
They may have told me they love me
But I know that it isn't real
I think of my cousin
when I get a hint of that cigarette smell
I can only imagine
the feeling and hell
Of what he's going through
Thinking he let me down
But pain is my prison
let me out of my cell
Mom you say you're proud of me
you don't know me that well
Because I'm crying every night
But you don't care that I am in hell
Tears are running down my face
All I can do is yell
Into my pillow case
That way you cannot tell
But I still make it obvious
Once again. This is hell
I can't carry on anymore
I need a savior
that's where she was supposed to come in
and really save our
lives. me and my cousin both.
We aren't that different. He may be older, still we give it our all for
Nothing.
Now that I think about it
But honestly we can't do
anything about it
They say we're okay but,
I really doubt it
I'm dying.
But they don't care about it.
All they can do is shout. And.
I don't get it family
Don't you want to watch your baby grow?
I guess your arguments are more important
Because they're screaming "NO!"
I don't believe it
Is this really my home
Maybe the world is not my place
and I'm the one that needs to go.
