I wish I felt happiness
through all the strife
This is where I lose myself
Where I keep running away from life
This is how I get when
I don't even know myself
I can't keep fighting back
I should just kill myself
I'm too far
Suffocating
No one
can breath life into me
I'm falling
to my death faster
I need to get
back to her
But in the end
I am alone
Darkness
Becomes my home
Happiness is fake
Sadness is true
But yet you still smile
... How do you?
Sure I smile once in a while
can't you see it's fake
No one ever does
My life is a mistake.
God please end my misery
Before I drown myself in tears
But you are never there
I'm stuck with all my fears.
If there is a God
He doesn't have time for me
I'm stuck with all my demons
at least they are there for me.
