It feels like a tear in my heart
like a part of me missing
and I can't feel any more
Believe me I've tried.
... Tried
Tears on my face and Inside
I can't take it
If lonely's taste then
its all that I'm tasting.
But no one hears my cries....
Believe Me I cry....
I need someone
to hold me
But when I say someone I mean
that one person because
When I say "someone"
that one other person jumps to my side
but it just makes me want to commit suicide.
If only the person I love
will love me back
But deep inside I know
fairy tales don't come true.
I know that. But I still hope that.
The person I admire. Would do the same to me.
And I get there are a few out there who actually
want to help me.
But it isn't the same
Because you can still be all alone
in a room full of people
Believe me when I say that.
We all say that we're lonely
but that's just because we don't have
the person we want loving us back.
But the person who ruins all chances
for you and the one you admire
I feel so close But yet I am so far
I am close in the sense that
the person I admire is the one who got me into wattpad
yet she doesn't read these words filled with pain
for her. And the others just sit to the side
popcorn in hand just seeing how this will play out.
Deep inside I know it won't end well but I still try
Maybe trying is what I'm doing wrong
maybe she'll see me if I am gone.
But killing myself may make her see me
but it will kill the others too.
So I still sit here soaked in my own tears
hoping that one day she'll see me.
But deep inside I know she never will.
And the cycle continues.
Loneliness doesn't mean
no one is around you.
It means the ones that are around you.
Don't care.
Not really.
They say they do.
But if I died they would mourn only a few minutes
then go back to their routine.
And its the same feeling every day
the feeling of emptiness
and I will never be full again
so I'll just sit watching the passing cars.
I. Am. Empty.
