(Inspiration from Suicide Note by Kyle Spratt)
I just stare at my food
cause I can't eat
late at night laying in my bed
but I am never sleeping
Cutting in my room
but its a huge secret
People might say they care
but they never mean it
I'm cut open everywhere
Sitting here bleeding
My heart is shattered
So I'll make it stop beating
If someone ever walks in my room
and screams "he's not breathing"
they won't do shit
because they don't see it
I'm running from suicide
but I cannot beat it
I'm running out of time.
Popping all these pills
cause I'm gonna die
I'll be safe knowing
that they'll never cry
Not even when
I flat line
and finally
die.
No tears
will be shed
over my
death bed
all those people
I call friend
won't even show up to the funeral
even though they said
that they
were riding to the death
well now
I'm dead
lets see how
they cope with that instead.
My death
wont phase anybody
they won't care
about my lifeless body
They'll just yell out
"Shotty!"
to my inheritance
all they care about is money
Its embarrassing.
So now I
start to disappear.
