(Inspiration from Never Too Late by Three Days Grace)
My life will never be
what I expected
Four years ago
Who would've guessed it
I never feel in place
I'm such a disgrace
I don't belong
I can't finish this race
I wish that I could feel
A bit of hope
But now I'm numbed out
All I can think to do, Is tie the rope
Around my neck
And end my life
The world will be better place
once I have died.
But then I hear my friend
telling me she's down
I say "Never do that"
But I turn back around
And do the very same thing
That I say not to
I'm such a hypocrite
I'll walk this with you
I didn't realize
That I'm not alone
Other people feel like this
They have no home
So I'll walk this road
with them until we fall
And when we die
We'll know we gave it our all
But sometimes it's hard
to keep that up
Once in a while
I just want to give it all up
And just rest
I need release
So I write these poems
hoping the pain will ease
But I still cut
Nothing is getting any better
Right now I just wish that
I could feel better.
And to the girl
That made me feel shitty
I'm sorry for freaking out
I know I'm not that pretty
I know you want
a regular life
You don't want to have to deal with
all this horrible strife.
Sorry for all the anger
I should just stop
I should just die
This needs to stop.
