I was born
in the wrong place
This world is so cold
It's hard to face
I moved schools
hoping it would change
but it just got worse
It's all the same
I went to you
for some guidance
We talked for a bit
but now it seems like you're hiding
From me
I don't understand it
I have no one now
god damn it.
You were the first person
that actually cared
Or so I thought
Now it seems like you're running scared
You said you'd be there
well where are you?
Why is it me
that is always lied to?
Remember that group chat
that we had on Skype?
the one where after school
we all talked about life?
I look back at it now
It makes me cry
I remember my old messages
how I said I want to die
That was a hell of a long
time ago
but the memories are still fresh
Where did the time go?
I miss the old days
when we were happy
Happiness is fake
at least that's what I think
You three still
have your friend groups
But me
All I had was you.
But in the end
I guess it's alright
I mean. This is normal
No need to fight.
