When did my life become like this
I have no idea how do deal with this
I just want to be happy and not have this shit
But it's this fucked up stuff that gets me on to this.
She said she'd be there but she wasn't
She's a bit two faced to be honest
At school she acts all nice and welcoming
But if you do one thing wrong, you'll be sorry
I've tried to apologize
But she doesn't even respond
I just want things to go back to how they were
She doesn't care. How can this go on.
I keep writing here
Hoping she will see
I even ask her to check it out
But she doesn't even care "Oh please"
I mean, I check out her stories
Why doesn't she check out mine?
She makes OC's and covers
I write about suicide.
You'd think that
someone would be a little bit scared
if their former friend
Was going to leave here.
But I guess not
"It's all a fucking fake"
I feel like crap inside
Yet all I get is hate.
Does she not believe me?
or does she simply not care
well I guess there's only one way to find out
Isn't there?
But I could never do that
Not to my girlfriend
At least she cares about me
She's perfect.
