I won't leave this night alone
I'll lay down in bed
with the scars and demons
And all this silence inside my head
I use to torture myself
It gets to me and leaves me
bleeding on the floor hating myself
I know there's a lot of ugly things about this world
These lights shine bright
I'm the darkness is the corner mourning my existence
As they shine so bright
I try to carve it in my arms
the love I cannot taste
They never find
that inside.
I'm just a broken heart. Easy to save
Buts its alright I guess
Yeah its alright
I'm so worthless
self destruction
I can't take control of it
I have no purpose
in reconstruction
The words they call me they always seem to stick
All the stars are hiding now
because they found out about me
Looking over at her
she's all the beauty in this world. But she'll never love me
The stars are always there
but we miss them in the dirt and clouds
We miss them in the storms
I am a storm. Ruining all good things. This can't be allowed
It would be better if I wasn't here
So I guess I'll disappear.