I Just Want To Know

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The only time you ever want me

Is when... I can't remember

You said you would be there for me

But I'm still falling I and I don't see you here.

All you do is ignore me

Even when nobody else wants to listen

Friends is what I want us to be

You said we were, I guess that was back when you were different.

I thought that you'd be sorry

When I started writing these

But you never even saw them

Not a single vote. I need you, is it that to see?

I just want 

to know

why did

you have to go

I thought that

we were friends

Now I just

want this to end.

I see you in the hallway

but you never said a word to me

It's like you with we never met

You don't care that the world has lost me.

You don't care for me

All I feel is distant

People say it's not that far

But all I see is the distance.

I remember back

when you said you trust me

Now I'm

questioning what trust is.

I remember when I told you I have depression

It's like you don't care

I keep going back to thinking

You said you'd fucking be there.

I realize I was a bad person

Can't you see I've changed

But you're too one sided

I guess you have your mind made.




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