How to Not be Awkward (Chanyeol)

Lesson #12 Body signal is everything

TRIGGER WARNING. PROFANTIES. I already put the warnings on the prologue, thought I should just remind you :)

Park Chanyeol 

Should I ask her or should I not? I asked myself for the umpteenth time, kicking small stray rocks on my path as I wind down back to where I left Hina.

My tongue was burning with questions. There were so many things I wanted to ask but every time I would open my mouth, words would fail me. I have no idea where to start asking her.

Seeing her cry unlocked something inside me.

I mean, I always thought of Hina as a strong independent kind of girl. I've never even seen her cry. Not even when Zitao played a prank on her in our cafeteria, not even when we spilled a juice on her assignment or sprained her arm when she was watching our tryouts.

To me, Lee Hina had always been kind of invincible.

And as I watched her walked be dragged away by the rather murderous Juli, I was still in my state of shock. I watched them till they were out of sight.

"What just happened?" Minseok suddenly asked breaking the silence at the broken circle around us.

Everyone stirred uncomfortably on their sits, some stood up to get drinks, some decided to get inside the house again.

The girl who was beside Sehun suddenly snorted. "Well there goes the virgin breaking the atmosphere like that." She crossed her arms on her chest watching the other varsities deciding to get back inside the house.

My hands clenched in fist and I looked at her threateningly, silently telling her to shut her mouth.

She didn't see me and continued on. "It's just a kiss for Christ sake it wouldn't make her pregnant or anything." she snickered and the other girls followed her.

To my horror, even Sehun laughed who came back after getting himself a drink. "Wasted my effort, kissing her like that."

My ears were ringing and before he could get back on his sit, my fist connected with his jaw.

He crumpled on the floor but Chen who was near him stood him upright and kept him on hold as he attempt to have a go on me.

Minseok latched his arms on my arms, getting a hold of it as soon as I raised it again to hit Sehun.

Sehun looked at me incredulously.

"What the hell Yeol." Yifan said standing up to put an arm on my chest to stop me.

There were not much people in the circle so it was only them who were able to stop us. A lot from the people around us who decided not to move were the girls and some really drunk to even stand up.

Girls cower at us giving a wide berth on us, some even running away.

"What was that for?" Sehun growled, struggling against Chen's grip on his arms.

"You have no fucking right to say those things to her." I said pointing a finger at him angrily. My fist was throbbing at the punch but it made me feel satisfied to see his lips bleeding. "You don't know her."

Sehun spat blood on the ground smirking at me. "Are you mad... that I kiss her? That she likes me not you?" He sneered.

"You're crazy." I said convicted and incredulous at his accusations.

"Yeah, you know sometimes I wonder if you were just into her because of sex." He simpered despite his bloody lower lip.

I muttered a curse before hurtling at him attempting to at least kneed him but Yifan cast me a warning stare. I controlled myself a bit. Yifan and I had been friend for so long for me to know his signals and warnings.