Gabriel (Book 1)

Happiness is a Bitch

March 25th, 2011

The Cullens are here. Jasper, Alice, Bella, Edward, Emmett, Rosalie, Esme and...and Carlisle. They got here 2 days ago but I've had too much fun messing with them to come write about them. Alice isn't as happy as I thought she was...she is MUCH happier. I didn't think it was possible for one person to hold so much happiness, until I met her.

It sickens me! Nobody has any reason to be that happy!

Anyway, she told me that I was going to die, do you know how awesome that was?! I acted all careless but I'm glad that Faine will keep her promise and end my life.

So, Chelsea is back from the Volturri and it doesn't seem like she's brainwashed, so I guess that's good news?

Hah! Oh boy, did I freak out Edward or what!

We were all sitting in the living room, well, I was. And the others were outside. So in walks Edward. He sits in a chair across from me and we just stare intently at each other.

Finally he says, "Let me in."

I might just have a dirty mind, but doesn't it sound like he was referring to something sexual?!?

"Why should I?" I ask.

"Because I want to help you. And I can only do that if you open your mind up. Show me what scared you." He pleads.

"You don't want to be in my mind. There are things in there that would make you scream like a little girl and embarrass yourself in front of your wife." I pause, "My mind is not open for your delight. I keep you out to protect you. Trust me."

He doesn't trust me though, "In this life, you need friends, not enemies. And trust me," he says standing up, "you are earning yourself some enemies."

I don't like the way he is looking at me. Then it hits me.

"Do you think you're better than me?!? Huh, Mr. Edward Cullen?!" I spit out his name.

He backs away from my rage and I just get angrier.

"Do you think you are the golden child since your maker actually loves you? Do you think you're better because you have a perfect family, a perfect wife and a perfect daughter?!"

"Leave them out of this." He demands.

"Why should I?! The world didn't leave my daughter alone!" I stand up to tower over him, "Never look down on me EVER again. You may be living a dream but at least I'm prepared for when reality hits and takes away everything I love." A short pause, "Speaking of love, how is your daughter?" I ask devious.

Edward gets a furious look in his eyes thinking that I would try to harm his wife or daughter. He lashes out at me and we get into a wrestling match on the floor. Bella comes running in so I let Edward tackle me to the floor.

"Edward! What are you doing?!" She screeches.

"What? Bella! You don't seriously think I would attack the likes of him do you?"

That's it! Its go time! The way he said 'the likes of him'!! Hell no!

I roar and shove Edward out the door. It breaks down and Edward and I are getting down and dirty in the dirt with the entire family as our audience.

I punch and strangle wherever I can and I'm pretty sure that I ended up kicking Josh or the blonde girl, Rosealie, once or twice. I'm laughing the entire time until Carlisle has Edward in his grasp and Faine, Jordan and Chelsea have me in theirs. Carlisle starts giving a lecture to Edward about knowing better and Jordan starts yelling her flap at me! I glare at her and mutter an 'I don't give a damn'. As I stalk off over the hill I hear Chelsea asking about what had happened to me. Like she really cares! Nobody cares about me. Hell, I don't even care about me!