A Gaze Through My Reality-scope

I

I,

myself a great mystery,

wonder about life and why,

and the truths about history,

sometimes I sigh,

in my realization of the despair,

That so boldly knocks me off balance,

and all I can hear,

are people's admiration of my talents,

yet through life's twists and turns,

something inside me yurns,

for a simplier pathway than the one ahead,

some easier smoother consistent path,

devoid of wrath,

and pain and fear,

the one place where,

I can truly be myself without irony,

a great mystery.