Scars (Sequel To Beaten)

8.

DREAM

Skylar's POV

I woke up with the feeling of a weight around me . I looked around and saw that I was in my room , but everything looks brand new . Like I just moved in , but I've been living here for almost 3 years . I turned around and saw Lau . His skin was normal looking , his afro wasn't all dirty and messy .... He's back to normal . I looked down at my arms and legs and didn't see any marks or scars .

"Mmm ....." He moaned . His face wrinkled up in the cutest way as he woke up from his slumber . I can't believe it . I'm not in hell anymore . I'm not getting abused . If this is a dream , I don't want to wake up . I watched as he opened his eyes and looked at me . He pulled me into a good morning kiss . I haven't kissed him in like eight or nine days . I really missed this with him .

I reached up and touched his face to see if he would fade away . But he didn't . Instead , he placed his hand on top of mine and smiled . He slowly sat up and pulled me up with him . "Skylar .... I no going to lie to you baby , you dreaming ." He said . Well that sucks . I almost wanted to cry . "W-what ?" "This is a dream . You sleeping ." He said with a sad expression . I reeeally want to cry right now . He sighed and hugged me tightly . "B-but I don't want to go back Lau . I miss this you not the other you . H-he beats and abuses me ." I cried . "Shhh ... I know , I know . But listen Skylar ." He cooed while rocking me back and fourth .

"There's a reason why I started that shit . I wish I hadn't but I did . *sigh* I started it because I thought it could help me with my anger problems . Like I always started arguments for no reason and I get mad at you for no reason . I needed help and my first choice was my old friend Roy . He always helped me with my problems for years . He gave me some weed saying it would help my anger . I always wanted to try , so I did . It feel good at first an I felt all of my anger slipping away . I start to leave but then Roy tell me that he had something else that make me feel good too . Since I was high , I said yes and he pulled out some ....." He stopped on the verge of tears . I took his face in my hands and made him look at me . "Look at me ." He sighed and looked in my eyes with his red puffy ones . "It's okay ." I whispered . He nodded and cleared his throat .

"He gave me some cocaine . I swear on my mom I didn't know what it was . *sniffle* But he told me that it will make all of my anger go away really quick . Like I said before , I was high and I did it . That was when I fucked up my whole life Skylar . I felt this sudden rush of energy and power . I paid him for the stuff and went home . My anger didn't get better , it got worse . When you come in yelling , I couldn't control it a-and I-I hit you . *cries* I never thought I would lay a hand on you but I did and I'm sorry baby . *sniffle* I'm so sorry ." He cried . It broke my heart seeing him cry like that . I let a few tears drop myself hearing that he does cocaine . I heard what that stuff does to you and it's not good .

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into my chest as he cried . "Shhh ..." I cooed . Once he puled himself together , he wiped his face and looked at me again . "But Skylar , you need to finish what you doing before he hurt you more than what he already does . I say he because that's no me . I no recognize myself anymore . I look like a sleep deprived , skinny ghost . But um ... I can tell you this , he's going to hurt you even more if you no get out of there . Is going to take some time I tell you that . I can't tell you what he going to do though . I can't ." He said . "Why ?" I asked . "Because if I do , you going to try to prevent it from happen and he going to hurt you worse ." He warned me . Wait , if he doesn't want me to know , then why did he tell me about it ? Nevermind . "Okay but , when do I wake up from this dream ?" I asked . I need to know because I never want this to end . Or at least when I go back , I'll wake up with a happy memory of my dream .

"I don't know for sure , but I can tell you is no time soon . You just went to sleep so we have a good five or six hours util he come back making noise to wake you up ." He stated . "How do you know all of this ?" I asked curiously . "Is a dream , I know everything ." He said bluntly . O...kay then .

This all somehow makes sense though . Lau was saying something about how he wanted to get help for his anger . But drugs ? Not the right type of help . But it isn't his fault though . It's Roy's . "What are you thinking about ?" He asked , snapping me out of my thoughts . "Sorry ." I blushed . Haven't done that in a while . "Hey , we have all this time to do whatever you want to do ." He said while putting a reassuring hand on my thigh . I looked down at his hand and had an idea . I needed some of this tension released anyways , so why not do it in a dream ? I bit my lip and climbed on top of him , straddling him .

He caught the hint and thrusted his hips up making me gasp as I felt his large erection growing stiff . "So it's like that ?" He questioned