The Boy In The Red Blazer

Chapter 18

I snapped out of it and noticed my face and Brendon's shirt were soaked with tears.
"Shhh. Baby it's just a dream. Everything's okay."
I whipped my tears.
"I'm sorry Brendon, your shirt is soaked." I laughed trying to hide my pain.
"It's okay princess."
He kissed my forehead and got up.
I picked up my phone and called Michaela.
"Bren? I'm going outside to make a call."
"Okay. Be careful." He yelled from the bathroom.
"Hey. Is everything okay?" She asked, sounding half asleep.
"He was in my dream. He's coming for me."
She paused. "What the hell are you talking about?"
It's been 4 years but I almost died.
"Jarred."
It was silent.
"Wait, you think Jarred is out of prison and coming for you?" She was laughing.
"Michaela, I'm serious."
"Okay, okay. Just stay near Brendon, if you see him call me. Jaydon, Devin, and I will see you in the morning."
I hung up and went back to bed.
I was so scared and I felt sick.
I threw up again.
"Brendon I'm sorry." I said crying.
"Babe, you're fine. Just relax. Go lay down and I will bring you some water."
I nodded and crawled into bed.
Brendon came in and fell asleep.
I couldn't. My mind is racing.
I got on my phone and scrolled through Twitter.
*6 AM*
There was a loud knock on the door followed by someone yelling.
"Brendon! Get your lazy ass out here!"
He groaned and gave me a quick kiss before putting a red shirt and black basketball shorts on.
"See you in a few princess. Love you."
"Love you too." I said, not moving from my spot.
I got up and changed into a pair of black jeans and a tank top.
Michaela told me to meet them at the coffee shop.
I put on a bit of foundation and mascara, my hair into a messy bun and threw on a pair of flip flops.
I found Brendon rehearsing so I stayed to watch.
When they stopped to take a break I told him where I was going.
"Okay. When you get back, I think you should tell me what happened last night okay?" I nodded and ran off.
When I pulled up to the coffee shop I went inside and ordered a coffee before going to find them.
"Hey sis!" Jaydon said hugging me.
"Did Michaela tell you?"
He nodded.
They told me to forget about it, that it was just dream.
I agreed but knew it would be harder than that.
I realized I had made a doctor appointment for today.
"Sorry to cut this short but I have to go. See you guys later?" They nodded and I went back to the tour bus.
Brendon was asleep on the bed.
"Baby?" I asked, shaking him.
"Yeah?" He said rubbing his eyes.
"Do you wanna go to the doctor with me?"
He smiled. "Okay. Let me get dressed."

*AT DOCTORS OFFICE*
They did an ultra sound and some blood tests, the usual.
The doctor came back and looked at my folder.
He scraped his head and sighed.
I squeezed Brendon's hand.
"Is everything okay?" I was on the verge of tears.
"Mrs. Swartz, Mr. Urie."
Brendon put his hand on my thigh.
"It's gonna be fine." He whispered.
"It doesn't look like you're going to make it full term."
I cried, burying my face in my hands.
Brendon snuggled his head into my side.
"Your baby is still alive, but it's not strong."
He said with sympathy in his voice.
"Is it my fault?"
"No. The accident you had a couple years ago has made it more difficult for you to get pregnant, and keep a baby."
Brendon looked up at me.
"Accident?"