"The worst part of it all, wasn't losing him, it was losing me." Taylor Swift
I look into his eyes, waiting for an explanation that I know I will not be getting. I hold back the tears that are trying to to escape and turn to Vanessa.
" I told her about your new girlfriend. I'm surprised she didn't know before me, since you always talk to her before anyone else." She says, while we look at him once again since he arrived.
" who I date and what I do is none of your business. That goes for the both of you." He murmurs while looking into my eyes to find a reaction to his words.
Why does it hurt, I knew this was going to happen. We were wrong for each other, he was wrong for me. But why does it feel like he took my heart and stomped on it? How can silence hurt more than the words that he has used against me not so long a go?
He walks in to his room after give me one last glance.
" I wonder what's wrong with him today." She says.
I caught him in his lie. I want to reply, but I know I can't. If I do then she will know what we have been doing.
Why did I get myself into this. I should have ended it when my heart could have stayed whole. I don't know why I want to cry, why I'm so angry. We never said we were exclusive, we were just friends with benefits, nothing more.
I wanted to yell, to say that he is the biggest asshole alive, but I know that it will only make things worst for the both of us. He could lose his girlfriend, and I could lose Vanessa. I always knew that loving him was going to end me.
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