Loving You. . .

Brothers and Secrets

"They say that all roads come to an end, but sometimes the end just feels like the beginning. Even when you think you've come a long way." Gossip Girl

I I wake up with a feeling of soreness in between my thighs, and in an empty bed. Where is he? I get up from the bed and I make my way to the kitchen.

"I made eggs because that is all I know how to do." I don't eat eggs.

"Egg is fine. Thank you." He sets two plate in the table and he sits opposite from me.

"We need to talk."

"Yeah?" I'm nervous.

"I think we should stop out agreement." He looks me in the eyes.

"I... Why? Did I do something wrong?" I stare back him with a confused look. I just gave him my virginity. He wouldn't do it.

"Mimi, I think that you deserve someone better." He stretches his hand and holds mine.

"You should have thought about that last night." Tear are threatening to fall.

"I know, but I wasn't thinking clearly. Your presence makes me lose my mind. Every time we would kiss, after you would leave, I would tell myself that I would stop going after you, but every time you were near I would forget."

"I know the feeling." I keep my head down.

"Mimi, it's for the best. You need someone better, your prince. He is out there somewhere, looking for you."

"I have to go and you are right, I have to think about my prince." I get up from my chair and I make my way home.

I open the door to my house and I release my breath when I realize that no one was home, good I need sometime to myself. I make my way to my room and I take out a set of clean clothes and I walk to the bathroom.

As I'm taking my shower I keep thinking of what Alex told me. I start crying, how can he say that, he dismissed me. I then start thinking about how I have betrayed Vanessa.

I walk out of the bathroom and I change. I then grab a pencil and sketchbook and I start drawning while I think. I need to speak to someone, maybe Cassia. No, she will kill him. Cara. No I can't ask her, we don't speak to each other that much. Cara, I must talk to Cara. Cara will understand, I don't know how , but she will.
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The next morning I catch up to Cara in the hallway on our way to class. As I get closer, I notice that she is walking weird, like how I was walking yesterday. No way.

"Hey. Cara how are you?" I reach her.

"I'm good. Just sore, I went to the gym yesterday and everything hurts."

"Oh that sucks. Can we talk after class?"

"Sure." We walk into class and the teacher starts giving the lesson.
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As we make our way out of class I start speaking.

"Um. Can I tell you something but you must not judge." I give her a serious look.

"Of course Mia. I don't think what you did can beat my screw up this weekend."

"I slept with my best friends brother." I say it fast.

"You what? I can't believe it. I lost my v-card to my best friends brother last night."

"Me too." I am shocked to hear that she went through the the same thing I went through.

"I had a feeling you had. The way you were walking. I walked like that yesterday." I told her. "He told me the morning after that we needed to stop. He left me."

More will come of this friendship, but in another book.