Mute.

[20] - apology to you

[20] - apology to you

you ever realize you were being completely unreasonable, because you were only thinking of yourself?

J.

justin. justin has been left before, so it shouldn't hurt if one more person leaves right?

sadly, it didn't work like that. it hurt a thousand times more, just because. . .
: :

after dinner, season quietly took ahold of justin's sleeve and basically dragged his back up to his bedroom.
. .

justin was more than confused and afraid, not knowing where their conversation would go, as she pulled him up the stairs and into his room.

"sit. . .please?" season firmly spoke, but added please to make justin actually do what she told him to. she had so much on her mind and the guilt was just building up in her, so she had to get it out. that was something justin had problems with.

but, justin sat down on his bed, leaving room for season to sit beside him, and not between his legs, like earlier on before dinner.

season hesitated to sit next to justin, her eyes casting downward. her nerves wouldn't let her look up to see his innocent hazel eyes that glowed with concern for her. justin had seen the change before his eyes.

before dinner, season was happy, her aura being light and cheerful, but now it was looking as if justin's aura captured her happy one.

she's been here for too long, she's starting to get my feelings, justin thought as season moped on the bed, her fingers laced on her knees. the quietness of the room only added u on season's guilt.

"justin. . ." at the call of his name, justin looked towards season, his raised eyebrows indicating that he was indeed listening. season slowly looked up to the mute boy, confusion swimming in his eyes.

"i want to apologize," that statement made justin's hazel eyes almost pop out of his own head. that word, justin never heard it, at least from another person to him. it was so foreign to him that he had to remember what that word actually meant.

apologize. . .she wanted to apologize for something. but, for what?

she's gonna apologize for what she's about to do. . .which is leave you, that small voice spoke up, setting the trap up in justin's vulnerable head. of course, justin believed the voice, his eyes closing slowly, getting ready for the impact of her apology.

"i want to apologize to you. . ." season drug out her sentences, as she looked down at her feet. it was easy for season apologize for things, but for some reason, this was almost impossible to do.

just the innocent looking upon this mute boy's face. the confusion in his eyes, making him look so naive. the way he didn't speak. . .it made him even more captivating. the way he had tattoos that decorated his skin, but he looked as if he couldn't hurt a fly.

season sighed, "i left you. . .all alone," season said quietly, as if she didn't want justin to hear what she had said. but, he had heard her, and it didn't really faze him as much. he wanted to tell her that many people had left before her, but he couldn't. he wouldn't speak to her yet. . .