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[30] - white wine

[30] - white wine

how do you act around your crush?

J.

justin. justin was tense his entire life. throughout his life, there had been many times where he could just tell that he didn't exactly fit in with everyone else around him. he saw it almost whenever he left his home. . .
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"it is very good to see you again, justin," the doctor in her lab coat greeted justin at her office door, a small smile on her lips as she escorted him into her office.

justin didn't say a word, his eyes low towards the ground. he, honeslty didn't want to be here with this lady. the same lady he'd only seen once before when they discussed the voice inside his head.

he didn't want to talk about this now. he rather be tucked inside his bedroom, or isolated somewhere far away from this place.

he sat down across from her desk, his eyes would never shift up to meet the lady's glaze. he could feel her eyes scanning his behavior. he hoped that she'd see the uncomfortable vibe he was sending and maybe, just maybe she wouldn't talk about it a lot.

"so, justin," she got started, pulling his file from a drawer in her desk, her eyes looking in over behind her glasses. "since this is only your second time being here, we won't go far, but only scrape the surface. okay?" the lady told justin, and acting anti-social, justin nodded.

"now, i will ask you a few questions, and all you have to do is write down your answers, and at the end, i will look over them," she had already set out the supplies justin would need and when she saw that he was definitely ready, she started asking her questions.

"my first question is, how you usually feel after you wake up in the morning?" she glanced up at justin to see him writing his answer down. "my next question is, can you tell me what the voice in your head sounds like?" justin wanted to say something like, how did they get to his mornings to that voice in his head? justin wanted to see her degree in this stuff. . .

but, he still wrote his answer and silently waited for the other questions she had for him.

"let's see. . .is there only one voice in your head or are there more?" justin, honeslty, didn't really know. what he knew was that there was one malice one in his head and it there hadn't been any other voices in his head. that he knew of at least.

many questions later, justin had answered all of the doctor lady's questions and there was only five minutes left in the session.

"well, justin, thank you for answering all my questions and thank you for cooperating with me, even though i could tell that some questions were kind of hard to answer," the lady pushed her glasses up on her nose and collected the papers from desk.

justin didn't say a word, but was silently waiting for the clock to reach three in the afternoon.

"you know, your mother talks about you a lot," she informed justin, remembering when pattie started going on and on about her dear son. and, she was the reason why justin came to places for help. because pattie wanted it for him.

when their time ran out, justin was quick to exit the building and practically run out to his car. he didn't want to be under that roof for anymore time. he unlocked the car, got inside and slowly started it up. and with one more look to the therapist's building, justin sped off towards his home.