Spike #Wattys2016

something smells fishy

We walk downstairs and go to sit at the perfectly seated table. My mom went all out. I have to say that food verses decoration must be a new thing because she had me sold. Spike followed me to my seat and held out a chair for me so that he could scoot me in. Mom is bringing in dinner and it smelled so good. "Wow, this smells amazing mam. It's been awhile since i've had a home cooked meal, thank you."

She was really soaking this up. "Well thank you Spike, i hope you enjoy." We gathered food on our plates and dug in. I was kind of freaking out on how i was supposed to start this conversation, i mean what was i supposed to say " hey, we believe you so screw them, no." I took a look over at him and boy was he scarfing down.

I could only imagine when the last time he actually did eat like this, oh lord mom was going to have him over every day. Laughing at myself i look over at my mom and as predicted, i could see the wheels turning in her head. 

 "So how are things at school guys?" Double damn man did she really have to go there! I shoot her a look and she catches on quickly, but before she could ask another question he beat her to it.

 "It's not too bad for me, the same as every other day. Avery seems to be fitting in well though." Why would he say that, he was my only friend ugh. 

"Have you met other friends Ave, you didn't mention anything about it." I finish chewing while thinking of something believable since he apparently can't his head screwed back on because i think he left it on his plate.

 "Sorry mom, i just haven't found the time besides they really aren't friends, just people i don't fight with or i can carry a conversation with since I'm there anyway." I think she bought it since she let it drop and i continued to shovel in food so she wouldn't ask anymore retarded questions. I still refuse to say anything that happened on Friday. I just hope they won't talk about it at school and he hears about it.

We finish eating and Spike stands to take his plate. "Oh sweetie, it's okay just let me have it, why don't you guys go back to Ave's room or something."

  "Sure thing mom and thanks for dinner it was really good."  She winked at me and i just rolled my eyes, my mother sure was something else.  While going up the stairs i think i'm just going to spit it out,  this needs to be settled, he can't go on like this.  We get to my room and drop on my bed.  

"I'm so stuffed, thanks for having me for dinner Avery."

 I internally grin, he should know by now.  "Well i should be saying thank you really, you taste great."  We both started laughing and turn to face each other.  Just looking into his warm brown eyes made me feel tingly.  He slowly came forward and started to kiss my lips in a sweeping motion that made me breathless.  I felt pressure on my hips and then all of a sudden i'm under him, he weight made me feel so, so ... like a woman.    

He peppered kisses all over my face, neck, and throat.  Moving down to my chest he ran his tongue up and down in between my breast and over my collar bones.  Coming back to my lips he pulled my bottom lip in his mouth and started sucking, our breathing was so loud it was almost laughable.  I prayed that he had the will to stop because i didn't have the will to and i wanted to, but i just didn't want to do it here with the risk of my mom catching me and i secretly kinda wanted to wait just a tad bit longer, maybe.  I wonder if he still had his, if he did would i be his first?

He finally pulled back and rolled off of the bed and walked up to my window.  He ran his hands in his hair and looked troubled and all of a sudden i felt self-conscious. I felt like i did something wrong and a large knot was making it's way into my throat...oh and did i mention he still hasn't said anything yet.  I looked at the ground and tried not to squirm, i really didn't know what to do. A sudden knowledge hit me and i think i wanted to pass out, what if he didn't like it and he didn't know how to tell me, oh God, oh shit, help me! My eyes started to burn and i really wanted to run from the room, so that's exactly what i did, i needed to talk to my mom.  Yes you heard me, my mother. "Hey, i'll be right back." I didn't even stay long enough to hear a reply, i just dipped the hell out man.

I run to my mothers room and throw the door open not even bothering to knock as tears poured down my face. "Mom...MOM !"

  She comes out of her closet and drops a handful of clothes when she gets a look at my face. "What the hell happened Ave ?"

  I sat on the edge of her bed with my face in my hands and bawled my eyes out.  She comes to sit beside me and wrapped her arms around me waiting for me to give her an explanation to why her only daughter was crying.  "I don't know what happened mom, everything was fine, then WHAM everything got screwed up."

 She nods her head and i can tell she's lost.  "I... we well, ugh, we were kissing and it was great then all of a sudden he just got up and went to stand beside the window and he didn't say anything, he just stood there looking really upset.  Mom, what if he didn't like it, what did i do, oh my God!"  I fall backwards on the bed and looked over at my mom, waiting for her kind judgment.

 "Well i don't know Ave, you should ask. A lot of people have problems in their relationships because they don't speak up." As she said this she gave me a pointed look and i realized she was talking about her self.  "Where is he, is he still upstairs?" I nod and try to clear the tears from my eyes making my way to her bathroom to wash my face. "Ave, you are being careful right?"

  I roll my eyes and almost laugh... almost.  "Yes mom, we aren't ready for that yet and i wouldn't do that with you like right here, i respect you more than that, and i would tell you. Apparently i need pointers." 

 Laughing she makes her way over to me and gives me a hug. "Everything will be ok, just go back up and see what he says, you never know Ave, he might have just got a little to excited."

  "Not really little" i mutter under my breath and she busted laughing and soon we were both laughing our asses off. "Go on you, be-fore you get in trouble." 

 "Okay mom, and thanks i just... i just didn't know what else to do."

  "It's okay sweetie, i'm just glad you came to me with your problem."

  "Yeah, me too."