Spike #Wattys2016

flying high

I couldn't believe i was this lucky.  I twirl her shiney strands around my fingers while i watch her sleeping.  Her face was so beautiful, like an angel.   We had just shared something that bonded us together even tighter than we were before.  Avery, my beautiful girlfriend, let me make love to her.  She was amazing through the whole thing.  I expected her to cry in the moment that i took her, but no.  She just kept eye contact with me throughout the whole thing.  She was strong and unyeilding.  I was glad that we were each other's first because i can't even imagine her sharing such an intimate thing with another guy, not gonna fucking happen.  

I take my pointer finger and run it down the length of her nose, comitting her face to my memory.  I had a bad feeling about this whole thing with the money.  I don't want to stay here and keep her and her mother in danger, but i would rather be here to help them instead of running away and me not being here.  A small part of my brain tells me that it doesn't matter, if someone comes i can't help her because i couldn't help my own parents.  I'm trying really hard not to listen to it though because i'm not that kid anymore and the fact that i lost my parents just makes me want to fight harder.  I can't give up though.  I just have to find this killer with evidence before they find me. I look back down at her and i pull her body closer to mine, keeping her with me even in sleep.  There is nothing i love more than this girl.  I will fight as dirty as i have to, to make sure that her and her mother stay alive.  When this is over hopefully i might could get into college.  If i get in college things will smooth out.  If things smooth out, i'm proposing, just wait and see .  I kiss her on her soft pink lips and pull her tighter.  "Good night, my love.  Dream only of me and i will you."