Spike #Wattys2016

decisions

I could feel my eyes trying to droop on our way back to the house.  I felt a tug at my hand and i realized Spike was grabbing it.  I let him take my hand and lead the way home because i was on the verge of colapsing.  Five minutes later we made it home.  We go inside and i could tell that Spike was a little out of his element, i hope he felt comfortable.  "Go upstairs and go to sleep for now okay, we can just talk about all of this tomorrow when we all get home.  Oh and Spike, welcome home sweetie." 

I turned to look at him and his cheeks were red and his eyes were blotchy.  I take his hand and lead him upstairs to our room. This room that used to be his was always his, it was always ment to be his, if anything i was the moocher.  "Make yourself at home babe, do you need anything?" 

" Just you and a shower if that's cool.  I'm not sure where to put my stuff, i just...... baby do you want me here?"  

My head jerks to his face when he says this, seriously.  "Spike you are more than welcome here, i always want you, please don't think that way. You are not a bother. We can also put your stuff in here."  I take his things and put them in the closet and i motion for him to come over.  "We can let your bags stay here for tonight if you want and we can put everything up tomorrow, if that is okay with you?"  I start moving things around and before i know it there is a large portion of the closet that's empty enough for his stuff. 

"Yeah, that's fine.  I have to go shower before i lay down babe, where are the towels?"  

"In the closet inside the bathroom, go ahead and set your shower stuff up if you want."  He grabs his stuff and heads into the bathroom and i plop down on the bed and remove my clothes as my mom walk in.  "Hey, how is he doing?"  

"He feels like he is in the way as always, but we just have to break him of that with time.  Do you think it will work?"  She smiles at me and sits down to hug me.
"Yeah Ave, i really think it will.  I guess he can stay with you just please don't end up pregnant yet, i swear."  I laugh out loud at my moms anticks and she joins in on the laughter just as Spike comes flying out the bathroom with the door barely covering him. 

"Avery, you okay baby?  I thought i heard you shout?"  He looks between my mom and i and he has the deer in headlight expression going on, this was too funny, but what was even better was my moms reaction to my naked boyfriend.   She was staring, hard !  "Mom!"  Jeez she is crazy!

She gets up to leave and what she said made me laugh even harder than the first time.  "You getting pregnant might come quicker than i thought.  I'm just kidding, i'll beat the both of you! Night guys see you in the morning."  Oh my god, this really just happend.  I look over at Spike and his face is redder than hell.  I burst out laughing as he makes his way back into the shower.  Umm no, he is not getting off that easy.  I quickly finish shedding my clothes and sneek into the bathrom with him.  

I swiftly move the curtain just and inch so i can slid in.  I guess i was getting a shower too.  I was nervous but at the same time i wasn't, this was Spike we were talking about.  I also only had plans to shower and i thought that this would be a good ice breaker for when the real deal happened, i don't want shit getting weird you know.   I sneek up behind him and slowly wrap my arms around his torso.  He freezes and drops the soap.... he dropped the damn soap man. "I dare you to pick that up."  He busts out laughing and i soon followed, his laughter was contagious. 

"What are you doing in here baby, you get lonely with out me?"  He was too cute, he knew i was lonely without him, damn dork!

"You know i am ass, but i needed to shower too, so hush."  He turns and sweeps my lips in a seriously hot kiss and i could only think about him.  His hands were magic and his mouth was bliss.  "Ahh!"  He is biting the skin on my neck and running his hands down my sides.  He was getting brave here, oh well.  "I love you, Brent." He stops and looks up to me with a huge smile.  I notice the water droplets running down face and how his black lashes looked inky.  His brown eyes were filled with so much warmth it shook me to my core. 

"I love you too, Avery.  I haven't heard that name in so long, it sounds like magic coming from you.  Baby... you are the most perfect peice in the whole world.  You are my life, my water, my oxygen, my soul.  You hold every part of me in the palm of your little hands, and i trust you with my life.  All i want is for this shit to be over so i can spend the rest of my life with you, will you be my forever Avery?" 

Tears were puring down my face at his confession, blending with the water that was running down my face. "Yes Spike, i will always be your forever and you mean soo much to me, please don't leave me."  I felt so vounerable right now, like he could break me into a million peices reguardless of the words that he just said, i was mush.   His strong hands come up to cup my face as he so very carefully lets his lips slide across mine. 

"If i ever do something so stupid, i'd rather you kill me because if i came back begging and you said no.... i would have nothing, so kill me baby, do your worst."

Yep i was toast! Who said things like this... my boyfriend that's who! God i fucking love him! "Lets go bed Spike, i'm so sleepy."

"Okay baby, let me wash you really quick."

He lathers my hair and my body and i have to say he was a total gentleman about it.  He turns off the water and hops out to grab our towels. I go to step out but he stops me. "Wait, Ave."  He comes back with a towel around his waist and he wrapps mine around my body and carefully sweeps me up and carries me bridal style to the toilet so i can sit while we brush our teeth.  When we are finished he sweeps me up again and carries me to our bed. "Where are your clothes?" 

"Just lay with me,... please?"  He gives me a sexy grin and slowly slides the towel off of my body and takes it to dry my hair and he gets down on his knees to dry off my feet.  I literally adore this man, he is more than precious to me. 

"Whatever you want baby, that is what i want, because i want you happy."  He goes to the hamper and drops his towel in it.  When he turns around and i actually look, my whole world shifted.  I saw him, literally, and he is just standing there, letting me look!   I  look him from head to toe.  I start at his chest which is defined with hard muscles.  His six pack was swoon worthy and his V was glorious.  This is where the problems started because of what i was looking at.  His dick, well it was godly, and i swear he wasn't gonna fit. My eyes shot to his and that is when the verbal diarrhea started. "I don't think you are going to fit."  He chuckles at me and slowly walks to the bed like a hunter that had found it's prey. 

"I'm gonna fit baby, you were made for me... remember."  He didn't even have to ask if i wanted this, he already knew. It was time .  

He crawled from the foot of the bed and grabbed my ankles to gently pull me to him so that i could lay flat.  My heart was beating hard in my chest from anticipation but my mind was floating. I was peaceful and relaxed and that is how he knew.  It was showing on my face that i was ready for him.  He climbed over me in a very sexy way and licked a trail from my belly button to my throat.  He placed short and sweet kisses on my collar bone and on my neck going up to my ear.  "Can i have you baby?"  I was past speaking, it was just impossible so i did the next best thing.... i showed him.  

I captured his lips with mine and the moan he let out had me panting.  "I need you Spike, so much, right now."  He looks up at me with a smile and gives me a wink.

"As you wish."