Hey, Angel. (Ashton's missing twin)

Chapter Twenty Nine.(edited)

//Angel//

I turn over in my bed, my head throbbing with pain. I freeze, remembering bits and pieces of what happened last night.

"Let's get pissed shall we?"

"Let's." I downed the drink, several more following afterwards. Louis began taking shots and I took two of those too, then we moved to dancing. Our bodies clashed and rubbed against one another, my hands draped around his neck and his rested low on my hips. Our bodies were touching the entire time until Louis whispered something about a grumpy lady in the corner that made me lean back in laughter, and when I looked at him he looked like he adored me. His right hand moved from my waist to my cheek, pulling me in until his lips met mine. That was it, a hungrier kiss followed and we were soon leaving the club.

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Louis called a cab and slurred the address of his flat to the driver, then turned his attention to me. He took hold of my hand started full on kissing me, our lips moved against each other like they matched perfectly, the kiss became sloppy and heated. He moved his way from my mouth to my jaw, leaving sloppy open mouthed kisses against my neck, finding the spot I was most sensitive and sucking on the skin there.

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We were full on making out, me kneeling on the edge of Louis bed with him standing in front of me. I traced the bare skin of his chest and he commented on my tattoos, tracing the one by the hem of my underwear, following his movements with kisses down my torso.

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After remembering what I can Amy eyes fly open as I turn to my right, finding Louis with sheets wrapped around his waist and legs. He's facing away from me so all I can see is his bare back and his messy chestnut hair, then I notice the pink lines on his back near me and lightly trace them with my fingers.

"Oh god." Half of me thought that the events that replayed in my head had been a dream. A very inappropriate but also insanely hot and pleasant dream. But had it actually happened? Surely we couldn't be together, Ashton would have a cow. Louis and I hadn't even hung out separately from the group more then I have with Calum, Luke, or Harry for that matter. And sure Louis and I may have nearly become best friends this past month, but we're not relationship material.

Louis stirs in his sleep, causing my thoughts to come to a halt. I glance down and realize I'm literally only wearing a bra, so I pull the sheets up further to cover myself and sit up.

"Louis?" I whisper, poking his back lightly. He turns over and squints up at me due to the light streaming in through the window above his bed. His eyes widen and he rubs his face with his hands, before licking his lips and speaking.

"Did we uh- did we seriously have sex last night?" He asks quietly, a little shocked but also looking like he's about to laugh.

"I-I think so." I breath out.

"Wow." He looks around, finally deciding there's no point in avoiding eye contact and looking back at me. "I can't believe we did." He laughs a little, sitting up.

"Me either, to be honest." I laugh a little as well.

Louis and I stare at each other for a few seconds before he comes closer to me, as if he's curious about something. Then, wrapping one arm around my torso as the other laces through my hair behind my head, he slowly starts kissing me. I place my right hand on his jaw and my left on his thigh, leaning into him and fully kissing back. Soon enough I feel like I need to be closer to him and move onto my knees, scooting closer and straddling his thighs while I move both hands into his hair. His hands move to my back, roaming over my entire body and pulling me even closer.

When our chests and torsos are pressed firmly against each other for a few minutes, Louis pulls away from the kiss and rests his forehead on mine. He gives my lips a quick peck, backing away to look at me.

"We shouldn't be..." He trails off, knowing that I'll know exactly what he means.

"Probably not," I bite my lip.

Louis smiles at me again and places a kiss to my lips and another to my cheek before getting up and declaring he's making breakfast. I follow him out, confused about what we should do about all of this.

"Lou?"

"Yeah, love?"

"What do we do now?" I hoist myself onto a section of his kitchen counter and he looks up at me.

"Well, we eat breakfast and hang out, then we go visit my family for dinner. We've gotta meet in London tomorrow morning for the recording session and twitcam so that'll be a bit of a trip but-" he walks towards me and I interrupt him once he's beside me.

"No Louis, I meant what are we doing? I don't mean to be bugging you or over thinking anything but I also don't want you kissing me, not knowing how we're going to act around other people. We need to know that we're on the same page, yeah?"

Louis nods and slides the omelettes he'd made onto plates, dropping bread into the toaster.

"What do you want us to be?"

"That's such a loaded question. I've read so many stories where one of the people involved says they don't want to be in any real relationship and just friends that fuck every now and then, but they're lying and they want more. And then the other person is shut down because they wanted more too but now they think that person doesn't. It's a mess, just tell me what you honestly want and I'll tell you the same."

"Okay," Louis chuckles and shakes his head, I assume at how much I talk when I'm nervous, leaning into the kitchen island across from me with his arms crossed. I jump down and lean on the opposite side of the island to talk to him properly. "I see you as an great friend, but I don't regret having sex and I like kissing you. That's it."

"Thank god." I sigh. "Same."

"So... Friends?"

"Yeah."

"Even if we're friends that cuddle and sometimes get physical without telling anybody?" Louis asks, sounding as if he believes he's pushing his luck. As if he wants to leave the option for a relationship open, even though we both know it would be a long shot.

"But if one of us actually starts falling for the other, we talk about it. And we especially stop with no hard feelings if it doesn't work or if one of us falls for someone else?"

"Really? You'd be okay with that?"

"Yeah." I smile.

A/N: I'm so nervous about uploading this chapter that it got delayed so I could change it a little. Pls don't hate me for her doing it with Louis I promise I know what I'm doing 😂