This chapter is dedicated to hannahreed16 💙 Hope you enjoy☺️
Some days are good
Some days are bad
Some days it rains
Some days it shines
So what's the point in being sad?
My thoughts take over
& ruin my day
They are destroying my friendships
They are ruining my life
My wrists arn't clean
My heads a mess
Isn't depression just the best?
I overthink
I start to shake
Panic or anxiety?
Bracelets
Long sleeves
Anything to hide my real pain
I want to talk
Then shut my mouth
I just want to shut everyone out
I know I'm loved
But I don't know why
Am I really worth your time?
I want to be skinny
I want to be good enough
I want this pain to go away
But I guess it's just ment to stay
Music helps🎧
But only goes so far
I wanna die
But that will inflict pain on others
So I just suffer
I'm only here for my friends
I hate this life
But that's not fair
How can I be sad
When I have a big house
& lots of stuff
Bc money can't buy happiness
Money can only make you so happy
So I cover my cuts
With my designer clothes
I sit alone in my big house
With a razor to my wrist
I slice,cut,&make the pain go away
Watching the blood flow
But I have a big house
So I shut my mouth
You still think Money=Happiness?
Thank you for reading & I don't know I just felt like updating so I did & sorry if it's depressing but this is me & my thoughts so deal with it & try to be happy ik it's hard but I loves you all💚 Goodbye😘
