I haven't dedicated a chapter to anyone in a long time so this chapter is dedicated to hey_lashton kitty45161 broken_perfection_ 5sause-please hannahreed16 and Luke_Lashton
Because they are all like my best friends and I loves them🍉
I woke up feeling like shit like usual
So I just went to school like usual
But then I convinced my mom to let me come home early
My mom had to go to the grocery store
So she left me alone for 30 minutes give or take
So I went into her bathroom and found some aspirin it was the only medicine that my mom had not hid from my last attempt
I still had the notes from my third attempt
So I set them on the counter along with the empty pill bottle
Then I tried to just sleep but then my mom came in
She told me to put on socks and bring a jacket because the emergency room is really cold
So she put the groceries away really fast and then we went to the emergency room
It was packed and there was no where to park so my mom parked in the grass
Then we went inside and I had to lay in this bed for about an hour till they gave me charcoal
Then I had to wait and lay in that bed for about eight hours till they could find I place to baker act me to
Then I was sent to the same place I was sent to when I took about 90 Benadryl but luckily I only had to stay for two days rather then the full 72 hours
That's how I tried to commit suicide for the fourth time on 8/23/16
I almost cried writing this but I hope you might enjoy to know what happened
Bye my children❣
