There's this girl...

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(The person who I'm talking about isn't the person in the photo on this chapter.)
This chapter is dedicated to who this chapter is for but I'm not gonna tell u guys her name.

So there's this girl
I've known her for awhile
She has pages & pages of flaws
But I think I like her
Alot.
She has a harsh past
& is struggling to get by
I know her flaws
Insecurities
I've seen her cry
I know her past
Yet I still like her
She beautiful
Amazing
& I think about her alot
We've had rough patches
But are still friends
But I don't think I want to be just friends
But I'm confused
I'm a girl & I've never liked a girl before
So I don't know how I really feel
But I think I like her
Alot.
She has a girlfriend
Which I think I'm jealous
But I've never been jealous
So I don't know if I'm jealous
There's this girl
Dark eyes
Dark hair
& I'm just so confused
Yet so interested
She's just so beautiful
Yet I'm so ugly
& worthless
I just could never be good enough for her
For anyone.
I'm depressed
I cut my wrist
How could anyone like this?
There's this girl she's broken
But I wanna put her back together
There's this girl she has a bad past
But the past is in the past
There's this girl
perfectly imperfect
But I don't want perfect
I want happiness
She makes me happy,sad,depressed
But she gives me a reason to live
I've cut over her
I've cried over her
I've wanted to attempt suicide over her
But I still like her
She's my happy place
Yet she's my suicide forest
This girls gonna be death of me
But I still like her
Alot.
There's this girl
Who's made my life better & worse
But I don't want perfect
There's this girl...
Who I like alot
But to her I'm just her best friend
& if she's happy I'm happy
Or at least I'm trying to be
Thanx to her
There's this girl...
Dark eyes
Dark hair
Perfectly imperfect
But absolutely amazing to me.

Whale...this is a thing now... I don't have much to say other then I'm confused...
Goodbye see you in my next chapter💜

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