For everyone who can wear makeup.
To everyone who takes advantage of wearing makeup.
Enjoy it.
Because I've never felt more gross, disgusting, and ugly in my whole life.
I can't wear makeup to school till my eyes are completely cleared up because I'm having an allergic reaction to something in my makeup.
So don't take advantage being able to cover your flaws and feel better about yourself.
Because I can't and I just want to curl up in a ball and die because I feel so damn ugly and gross.
I just want to go home and hide from the world.
My mom says I could wear sunglasses but I would have to tell my teacher and my anxiety won't allow that.
So no matter what I do I can't win.