This chapter is dedicated to:
hey_lashton 1beautiful_insanity1 kitty45161
(There's others they just don't have wattpad)
And this song is just so me and I can relate to it, I really love it.
I'm such a hypocrite
I'm helping save my friends
While I say no to any help
I hate when I'm forced to get help
Yet I tell all my friends to get help
I care about my friends
Yet I shove them away
I always say suicide isn't the answer
Yet I contemplate suicide almost every night
I tell all my friends their beautiful
(Because they are)
Yet I hate almost everything about myself
I tell my friends not to self harm
Yet there are fresh cuts and scars
On my wrists and thighs
I tell all my friends to eat because they are thin and need the food
While I'm starving myself to be thin like them
I'm such a hypocrite
But that's because I love my friends
Yet hate myself
I'm sorry for being a hypocrite
I'm so sorry.
That's all I really have to say...
Hope you enjoyed. Bye children❤️
