Hey guys Idek I've just really been in the mood to write lately for some reason so I've been writing I hope you like wat I'm writing bc I like writing these & this chapter is dedicated to 1beautiful_insanity1 enjoy guys❤️
I hid myself
I let the thoughts take over
I let the blood flow cold
I layed on the floor almost dead
The blade layed next to me
I chose pills to take the pain away
Long sleeves
& bracelets
Like always
My arms & legs covered
In cuts & burns
I layed there
Happy to finally end the pain
Then.
The door opened
& in came my worst nightmare
My family.
Then everything went black
I woke up
In the hospital.
No
No
No
It didn't work?
How could I be so stupid
This is what I get
For taking the easy way out
Overdose.
They said I could leave
But I had to go to this place
No
No
No
Not there
But I have to go
So they make me go
Why am I here?
I can't be here
I need to get out of here
I don't belong here
It's cold
& they make me talk
& if I can't they just stare at me
Until I do
This is my personal hell
I hate this place
My friends are gone
No where to be seen
Three
Days
Of
Hell
Why did I do this?
I wanna jump off a cliff
I wanna cut & burn myself
Beyond repair.
This place scares me
But the other teenagers are nice
We don't do much
It's boring
I fucking hate it
Please kill me
When I get out
I'm gonna try again
And
Make
It
Work
I can't fail again
& get sent back here
It's been three days
I can finally leave
I missed my home
& my friends
I'm gonna be forced to get better
& be watched closely
I wish I could take this back
Or go back and make it work
Don't attempt suicide
It's not the answer
Things do get better
Don't be like me
And get
Sent away.
Over 300 words that's crazy but I mean I'm crazy so😂 This isn't exactly wat happened to me but suicide really isn't the answer things do get better you can get through this & you really are worth it😘 ok I'll see you guys in my next chapter. Bye💚
