My mom told me that I'm going to die by suicide.
It hurt more then anything I've ever felt to hear my own mom say that she's trying to keep me alive for as long as she can.
I've had depression for as long as I can remember and in 1 year I was hospitalized twice for suicide attempts and I've been to psychiatric hospitals three separate times and I have cuts and scars up and down my body.
Well I'm "just sad" I guess.
