I'm so sorry...
I don't care about myself
I'm sick of trying to get better
I'm so sick of living
I'm so sick of being me
I don't deserve:
My parents
The things I get
The house I live in
The friends I have
The things I get to do
How is my life so good
Yet I don't even want to live it
Almost everyone I know
Has it worse then me
Doesn't have a lot of money
Don't have a lot of clothes
Yet I cut my thighs
And just want to die
My life is so good
Yet my thoughts are so bad
I have almost anything
I could ever want
Amazing friends
Amazing parents
A big house
A ton of clothes
I mean my parents don't fight
It's both of my parents first marriage
My friends listen to my bullshit
Even though there lives are
So much worse then mine
I can't believe I have the audacity
To complain to them
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry to you if I have ever complained to you.
Sorry about this update.
See you in my next chapter❤️
