I wanna go back to the sleepless nights
To when we would talk for hours
When I wasn't alone
All the laughs we shared
When you actually cared
I miss the before
I hate myself just a little more now
I just want to drown
I hate my mind
But you made it a little better
Now it feels like we are miles apart
Even when your right next to me
I just want to rip the past from my mind
It's tearing me apart
From every seam
I can't take seeing all this red
My vision is becoming blurred
With the pain from the past
I don't belong here
I'm just a glimpse from the past
I'm just a memory
And that's all I'll ever be.
