I know you won't but hope you enjoy💚
Self-harm.
It's my release of the world
Imprinted on myself
It's the weight on my shoulders
It's how I show that I'm really not ok
It's how I make myself feel alive
While destroying this canvas
That is my body
I'm painting a picture on my body
With a blade
That once was silver
But now is red
Scissors
Pencil sharpeners
Knives
My nails
I feel this tightness in my chest
So I self-harm to release it
I do it to release the stress of life
The stress of being alive
When I just don't want to live anymore
When I feel alone
When my friends won't talk to me
When I feel left out or hurt
When I feel guilty for feeling happy
To feel alive yet numb
To feel something yet nothing
Just to know I'm alive
Yet all I want is to be dead
Self-harm.
This was stupid and sad I'm sorry.
Bye my children❣
