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Chapter 34

Harry's POV

Damn it. C'mon Harry man up. I never cry, at least I thought I didn't. I hate showing my emotion but I'll never get over the fact that me and Hannah were just never meant to be. I splash my face with water to cool down the black circles that developed under my eyes after looking into the mirror. When the door creeks as I open it, I close my eyes and bite my lip hoping Niall wouldn't wake up. Since when the fuck did Niall become my problem and why the fuck did I even bother coming over here? Oh yeah because I'm one stupid idiot. I tip toe my way out of there as quietly as I can. Did Niall get fatter? I squint my eyes to give myself a reality check. Maybe he's just sprawled under the sheets or something but that bed got bigger. At least I thought it did. I let out a big sigh I didn't know I was holding in until I finally walked out of the room. I finally get to sleep with what's left of my night. Gosh, I'm exhausted.

I woke up with my body soaked in sweat. What the hell? The room is freezing but yet there is a puddle of sweat on my bed. Dear god. It must've been those dreams I had about Hannah. They were more like nightmares because one of them was about her saying I was the biggest mistake of her life. Maybe that was true? I wish it was true. Why? Because I don't want Hannah crying over me anymore. I've said this a million times but I'll say it again; what I did to Hannah was not okay. She deserves a man who can treat her better than I ever did. I mean, I killed the... I can't think about this right now. Maybe I should go visit my aunt again. She made me smile for the first time in days yesterday. Yeah, I'll go see her again. I grab my shoes and coat before heading out the door, not even worrying about changing. I just need to get my mind off Hannah.

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Hannah's POV

Ouch. Burning my tongue while eating oatmeal; what a great day to start off my morning. Waking up to Niall right by me this morning was a bit awkward. A smile broke out on my face when I woke up because I thought it was Harry.

Harry.

I need to hurry up and get Niall out of here so I can look for him. That is the reason I came here in the first place. What if he doesn't even want me here? He did straight up tell me not to come near him anymore. I pretty much let everything go for Harry. I'm having second thoughts on why I came but if you love someone that much you should delete your life for him, right? Even though he might not feel the same way, I'll look like the better person but I'll also look like a complete idiot.

I walk over to Niall to see if he has finally woken up and to my surprise he has.

"Hey." I calmly say.

"What the... Hannah?"

"Yeah. You got drunk last night and came to my apartment to crash out."

"Whoa. I... I'm sorry I didn't mean to intrude like that I was watching my drinking..."

"Obviously not." I snap.

The look on his face is enough to tell me he was wrong for coming here. He seemed like such a sweet guy but yet again I thought wrong.

"You need to go. I have somewhere I need to be."

"Yeah, of course. Once again, I'm really sorry for barging in like this uninvited and I won't bug you for the rest of the time you're here."

I give him a sarcastic smile before he picks up his shoes from off the floor and continues to walk out of my hotel room.

As soon as he left, I break down into tears and I honestly couldn't tell myself why. No, I can but I'd rather not think about... him. Should I call Niall back and ask him to take me out for the day? I wipe my tears with the bottom of my shirt before running out of my apartment hoping to catch him before he left. Luckily he was waiting for the elevator to open.

"Niall!"

He head jerks to meet mine and... hot damn. He's one beautiful human being. The way he pushes his blonde bed hair off his face is just so... Snap out of it Hannah.

"Oh... umm. Do you wanna hang out today? I'm kinda alone."

"Yeah! Sure I'd love that!"

"Okay! Let me grab my sweater!"

As soon as I close the door, my back gently slides down my door. Holy shit. Niall is actually extremely attractive and now I feel kind of bad being rude to him. Hanging out with him today will not be hard for me to do. I could get along with him faster than anyone. Maybe even faster than I got along with Harry.

Wow.

Did I just say that?

Well Harry did want me to look for another man in my life right? Should I take him seriously? Dear god this is why I should've never met Harry.

What the fuck?

My mind is speaking for me. I need to process what I say before I actually say it.


("ugh what the hell this is a short chapter." Yes guys I know okay but I am extremely tired ): I didn't want to leave you guys on a cliff hanger so at least I gave you smething, right! Enjoy! .x

Also, tomorrows chapter will be waaaaaay longer than this one! Haha!)