1p & 2p hetalia x reader: when worlds collide

chapter 12

*TRIGGER WARNING* there is slight mention of abuse up ahead, its not that bad but I want to be sure and warn you all anyways. Also I suggest listening to the music at the top  while reading. Its what I was listening to while writing. In case it doesn't work for you its mirajane's theme from fairy tail. It just sets the mood. Anyways enjoy~

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chapter 12: (3rd person:)

You only had two day left at the axis mansion before you went and stayed with the allies. You found out from Oliver that it was actually the 2p F.A.C.E house because Viktor and zao lived in different houses but they did live close by so you could count on lots of visit's from them. Oliver had been calling you a lot to make sure you were okay and that the axis weren't mistreating you. How he got you're number you had no clue, but he insisted on calling you at least once a day. At one point Oliver told you that Allen kept bugging him to call you and see if you were okay, and in the background you heard a loud "NO I DIDN'T!" which was followed by swearing and mumbling. Apparently Allen really doesn't like been seen as 'weak' or 'nice' after all he had a bad boy image to maintain.

You were sat in your room when you heard a soft knock on your door. You got up and opened the door to see it was Gillen. He was looking at the ground and fumbling with his sleeves, he looked nervous. "h-hey, um (name)." he said in a soft voice. It reminded you of Canada, you were really starting to miss the 1ps. You didn't want him to feel nervous so you tried to make him feel welcomed and comfortable, you gave a kind smile. "hey Gillen. Did you need something?" He seemed to relax at your kindness and looked up at you. "N-no, n-n-not really. I-its sounds a bit stupid, b-but I w-wanted to get to know you better. I-I mean my brother likes you and y-you seem nice, I k-know its stupid, I-I-I'm sorry I'll just go." he turned to run away but before he left you gently grabbed his arm. "hey! you don't need to leave, I don't think it sounds stupid at all. I would love to get to know you better, you don't have to be afraid of me." you said gently. He turned back around to looked at you and "o-oh, o-okay, s-s-sorry." he said as he hid his blush underneath his hood.

You gave a small laugh "you don't need to apologise, come on in!" you said cheerfully, and moved out of the way as he stepped in. You closed the door and you both sat on the chairs that were facing the TV. It was quite for awhile until Gillen spoke up. "I'm surprised you remembered my name, most people forget." he said, he looked a lot more comfortable now and even stopped stuttering. You gave him a sad smile. "I wouldn't do that. You know 1p Canada has the same problem." you said trying to show him he isn't alone. "Does his brother hate him? because mine does" he questioned. You gave him a confused look. "No, his brother doesn't hate him. He forgets about him sometimes and he can be mean to him but he doesn't hate him. Hates a strong word and I know your brother doesn't hate you either." Gillen sighed, "I feel like he does sometimes." you patted his shoulder. "Everyone who has a brother or sister feels like that every once in awhile, It's only natural, but I know your brother doesn't hate you." Gillen gave you a 'thank you' smile and you smiled back.

"Everyone in this world is very secretive and they never express their true feelings." you said mainly to yourself. "yeah, I guess it's just how this world is. It's hard to trust people and everyone takes their anger out on each other. It wouldn't be this way if it wasn't for the 1p's." Gillen shrugged. 'wow, I guess even Gillen hates them for what they did.' you understood why, but you didn't want the 2p's to hurt the 1p's. "I understand." you sighed and leaned back on your hands. "I miss the 1p's." you looked down at your lap sadly. Gillen gave you a sympathetic smile "I bet you do."

"I mean, I love being around all of you guys as well and i'm so glad I was able to meet you all but, I just wish I could talk to them. It's weird not being around them, I've never really left their side before. I didn't think I would be this home sick." you explained. Gillen looked at you with sad eye's so you quickly changed the subject. "so uh, I've been wondering if you knew anything about 2p Rome?" Gillen gave you a weird look and asked why.

"well I was with flavio when he said Luciano was becoming like their grandfather. It really got to Luciano he kept his stern face but I could see in his eyes that he was Upset about it. I don't want to poke around their business but I really want to help them." you said to gillen and he looked at you in surprise but nodded his. "I know a little bit about him from flavio, he use to talk to me about him when he got upset at luci." This made you wonder, why flavio was always comparing the two, even when it was clear that Luciano hated being compared to him.

You asked him to continue. "well I want you to think about how 1p Rome acted." he said and you thought about it for awhile and gave an answer. "well from what Italy and my dad told me he was very strong and powerful, he was always in love with someone, and flirted with cute girls a lot. He was also very positive and kind." Gillen nodded. "2p Rome was the opposite of these things. He was strong and powerful just like his 1p but made no time for love. He didn't care about flavio or Luciano and was aggressive as well. He loved wars and fighting. Flavio would always tell me that his grandfather was a horrible person that didn't care for anyone or anything. Sometimes, when he got mad, he would hit flavio or Luciano. Especially when they asked about his empire."

After hearing this you felt like you wanted to cry. No wonder Luciano has trust issues and is aggressive no one has ever shown him love before. You felt so bad for the both of them "I want, more than anything, to help them, neither of them deserved that. They are both great people." you said as your voice cracked. Gillen placed and hand on your shoulder and continued. " Luciano even blames his grandfather for all of us being locked up, he said that if his stupid grandfather wasn't so aggressive we wouldn't be here." Gillen went on to talk about everything he knew about their grandfather and what the two brothers had been through.

Both of you unaware of the person on the other side of the door who had listened to your whole conversation. (looks like reader forgot to close the door properly.)

(Luciano's P.O.V:)

I can't believe her! snooping around my private business like that! who does she think she is, she doesn't have the right! I was angry and was about to throw open the door and yell at her when I heard her say something. "I want more than anything to help them, neither of them deserved that. They are both great people." she sounded like she really cared... it almost sounded like she was crying. She probably doesn't really care though I mean .... it's none of her business... so...I don't understand why she cares?... why does she want to help?... why did she come to this dreadful world in the first place? .... why is she the only one who listens and understands?... why is she so different?

I heard them stop talking and I opened the door with a thud. I looked over at her trying to look angry but I couldn't do it. Why is it so hard for me to be angry at her? she didn't even turn to look up at me as she got up and walked over to where I was. She stood in front on me and her hair (unless your hair isn't long enough then it was just a shadow) covered her eyes. I saw something slide down her cheek. Was that a tear? Is she really crying for us? She didn't say anything as she took a step forward and wrapped her arms around me is a hug. My heart started beating faster, what is this feeling.... its weird, the only one who has ever hugged or cared about me was my fratello.

"what are y-" she cut me off by hugging me tighter and burying her face in my chest. "I'm here for you. Forget about the past because you have me now. I care about you, I'll listen to you when you need it and if all you want is a hug, I'll give you one. You can trust me, I promise I wont ever hurt you... you can trust me." she said but she whispered the last part. I didn't know what to do. My chest was tightening, I felt ... like I was going to cry. Dammit (name)!.... why do you have to make me feel like this. I hugged her back, I noticed that gillen had left the room. she whispered something to me. "You can cry if you want, I promise I wont tell anyone." and with that, I couldn't hold it back anymore I let a few tears escape. Why does she make me feel so vulnerable? I hate it, but at the same time I don't want it to stop.

Is this what it feels like to have someone care for you?

......thank you (name) for everything.

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I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY! it's my first time writing something with feels in so I hope I didn't fail. *hides under blanket*

Also i'm not sure in this is an actual thing for 2p Rome to be aggressive and maybe a bit abusive but it's what I think he would be like.

ANYWAYS I hope you enjoyed and I will see you in the next chapter byee~