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Chapter 21:

**Nelly's p.o.v.**

" im going back on tour." He said and i felt like my heart shattered.

" w-what?!" I ask.

" i dont want to, but i have too. I leave next week. I yelled at them saying it was your birthday and that i have to stay for it, but their response killed me. " he said sadly. You could really hear the hurt in his voice.

" they told me, i-i have to end things with y-you. " he said and a tear fell down his cheek.

" no, they-they can't do that !" I yelled with tears in my eyes.

" but they can. I have to leave. Im trying my best to come back and be here. They never told me how long tour is gonna be though. " he said looking down.

" so everything we have been through is just going down the toilet, just like that ?" I asked with tears down my face.

" no- yes- no. I dont want to let you go. I cant let you go. You are my everything. " he said.

" don't ever leave. Please." I said crying, grabbing his hand.

" i have to, Nelly. I wish i could stay, but i cant. They want you out of my life too, but i cant let that happen. Never will that happen. You promise me. Ill come home soon, i promise. But right now, i have to leave. I have like 3 meetings then i have to start packing for tour. Just please.. Dont forget me." He said and i nodded.

He kissed my forehead then my lips. Im really gonna miss this.

" goodbye princess." He said and left the room.

TOUR ?! He's going on TOUR ?! He can't just leave me again. I need him. More than anything in the world. And now we can't be together either?! I swear management hates me.

I wiped the tears off my cheeks and laid my head down.

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" Nelly, were leaving come on. Lets go. Get up. " dad said poking my cheek.

" go away !" I yell and turn the other way.

" come on cupcake. Lets go." Harry said.

" no ! I want to sleep. " i said and covered my head with the blanket.

" god. Ok. I guess im carrying you. " Harry said and grabbed me. I didn't even try and struggle. I just laid there. He must be strong if he can carry me. Im not as short as i was when i was 13.

" Nelly ! You need to eat ! Its like lifting nothing ! Eleanor ! Did you feed her when we were on tour?!" Harry exclaimed.

" for your information, i did feed her ! And she ate everything i fed her too !" She retorted back.

" what did you feed her like a little bowl of salad every day ?" He asked and dad started laughing.

" Oh my god Harry, just stop please, your giving me a headache." I said and mum chuckled.

" Nelly? How you doing girlie." Lilah asked smiling.

" eh, tired." I said and she laughed.

" how are you tired? You were awake for an hour then fell back to sleep." Dad exclaimed. I shrugged.

" i dont know " i said and he rolled his eyes.

" when we walked back in the room, your cheeks were flushed and your eyes were red. Were you crying ?" Mum asked looking at me.

" oh, umh, yeah. I found out that Luke is going back on tour next week and that management doesn't want me in his life anymore." I said and a tear rolled down my cheek.

" honey, i promise you, everything will turn out ok in the end. If its not ok, it's not the end. Things won't end between you and Luke. Anyone can automatically tell that you guys are meant for each other. " mum said trying to cheer me up. She wiped the cheek off my cheek and kissed my forehead.

We got to the van and everyone hopped in.

" nice to see you up and moving again Nelly." Paul said turning in his seat to look at me.

" yeah. " i said and he smirked.

" when we get home, im gonna put everything in my room then im gonna take a nap. Ok?" I said and everyone nodded but dad.

" why?" I asked and he looked at me with seriousness.

" you have to eat first. " he said and i just nodded. I dont think him and the lads believe me when i say i eat. I mean, i do. Like a lot. I eat as much as Niall, ok maybe not as much but pretty close.

We pulled up to the house and i grabbed my stuff and made a run for my room, hopping i dont have to eat. I mean, im just not hungry.

" get her !" Dad yelled to Harry.

" no ! Im not hungry !" I yell trying to run out of Harry's grasp. " let me go ! Im not hungry. Im realllly tired, please." I say starting to cry.

" Harry, dont fall for it. The doctor said shes gonna be really emotional for the next few days. " Liam said. I thought we were friends.

Harry pulls me into his chest and Zayn takes the things out of my hands.

" NO ! I dont want to eat ! Im not hungry ! Im reallly not ! Why doesn't you believe me !" I yell.

" baby girl. I just dont want you to not be eating. " dad said weakly next to me.

" fine, but if i barf. Your cleaning it up. Im not." I say while he is walking away to the kitchen.

" excuse me ? " he said turning around.

" you heard me. Your cleaning it up because i puked. Its your fault for making me eat when IM NOT HUNGRY !" I yell.

" you do not talk to me like that. " dad said walking closer. Harry pulled me more into his chest, trying to get me away from dad.

" i just did." I said and instantly regretted it. Dads eyes grew and he walked to where he was right infront of me.

" Lou, dont do anything you will regret. " Harry said. Everyone else left the room. My guess is the kitchen. Harry let me go but stood close.

" what has happened to you young lady. You have never acted this way to me ever before."

" well, people change. And when i say people i mean me. Maybe you should too. " i say. I need to shut up. Like right now.

Dads eyes grew even bigger. " go eat now. " he says through gridded teeth.

" no." I say.

" NOW !" He yell.

" NO ! Your not my dad !" I yell back louder. Oh my god. I did not just say that. Someone slap me. I cant believe i just said that.

I looked at dad and saw the hurt in his eyes. Well, mostly the tears. Tears instantly formed in my eyes and they just started falling like crazy.

" no- no. I-i didn't m-mean to s-say that ! I-im sorry ! I-im -" i try saying while crying.

I fall to my knees and start crying like there is no tomorrow. I felt someone pick me up and pull me into their chest. I breathed in and their cologne filled my nose.

Dad.

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