Just perfect

" shes alive !"

Chapter 33:

**A month later**

**Nelly's p.o.v.**

" come on Nelly, you need to get out of bed. You haven't left your room for 3 weeks. You need to shower, and eat. You have the wake today. Tomorrow is the funeral. Come on !" Liam yells, trying to get me out of bed.

After a week, it all hit me about Ryan . Like a ton of bricks at your face, unexpectedly.

" no. I dont wanna. " i growl and go filling under the covers.

" i promised your mother i would get you in the shower and downstairs. Come on Nelly." He says.

" no !" I yell.

" Nelly !"

The door opens and someone walks in and sits on the bed.

" I got this." I hear Harry's voice say and i rolled my eyes.

Pleasee. If no one has gotten me out of bed for almost a month, doesn't mean you automatically can.

" Nelly. Cupcake. Can you please get out of bed. Ill never let Luke come over ever again if you don't." He says and my eyes widen.

" hey !" I heard Luke yell from downstairs.

" oh hush you !" Harry yells back.

" you can't do that." I say and he laughs.

" oh yes i can, sweetheart." He says and i groan.

" pumkin. Get out of bed now before i drag you !" He says in frustration.

" I'd like to see you try." I huff and he smirks.

" okay." He says cockily and stands up. He cracks his fingers, trying to look cool and walks near me. He whips the blanket off and throws me over his shoulder.

" no ! Luke cant see me like this !" I yell and Harry stops. My hair is sticking out all over the place, i have make up stained on my cheeks, my eyes are red, and i just look dead.

" then get in the shower or ill bring you downstairs so he can." He says smirking. And i give up.

" fine." I say in defeat and he brings me to the bathroom.

" you better shower, or ill kick your butt. " he says and closes the door.

I walk over to the shower and turn it on. I wait for the right temp. Then hop in. I wash myself so i dont smell bad or look bad anymore. Once i finished, i hoped out and quickly wrapped the towel around my small body.

I opened the door to see Harry standing in the doorway.

" your mum picked out your clothes. They are on your bed." He says walking to the other door.

" if you don't come out in 20minutes. I will personally walk in here, even if your aren't dressed. I will dress you for you then. I dont think you want me doing that now do you?" He asks and i shake my head no.

" good now get dressed." He said and closed the door.

I walked to my bed, grabbed the clothes and went into my closet. I changed into my clothes and examined my outfit in my wall mirror.

I had on a black dress that went mid thigh. It was a bit tighter on top and loosened at the bottom. I also had on a blue stretchy and soft cardigan- since blue was his favorite color. I slipped on some blue flats and walked over to the door.

I opened it and Harry looked at me.

" don't you have to do your hair ? Or are you gonna leave it as a wet mess?" He asks and my eyes widen. I forgot about my hair !

I run to my bathroom and brush through my hair. I then dry it and leave it natural. I stand there looking at my self and take in how much i have changed over the past month.

My face got skinnier, my arms are smaller than before, my thighs are about as big as Harry's arms, and you can clearly see my rib cage through the dress.

" you ready to go downstairs an eat ?" Harry's asks walking into the bathroom. I nod and give myself one last look.

I turn off the light and walk out of the bathroom. I grab my phone and turn it on. I haven't turned it on since iv been in my room.

I walked out of my room and downstairs.

" shes alive !" Niall yells, making everyone laugh.

" i told you." I heard Harry say to Liam. Liam huffs and walks away.

" thank you Harry." Mum said quietly to Harry. He smiles and nods at her.

" well, lets get food in you, then we will go." Dad says pulling me into the kitchen.

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Hello loves:*

Sorry for the wait, but i will update 3 times throughout the day then on Friday i will update 2 times bbecause im sorry and i love you guys!😉❤

I was gonna update on Monday night, then i found out some horrible news and i just couldn't. So im sorry again. A lot has just been on my mind since then... Soo.

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