[RECONSTRUCTING] whalien 52 »˚tk

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Alphabet Boy,

You didn't hug me today. You just stared at me with cold, cold eyes. I didn't know what to feel, it was as if I was preparing for this moment for an entire summer but now my tongue is tied and I can't say anything to you. I'm at loss of words. I...

I'm really sorry, it's my fault why we fought. I did start ignoring you, and you're right. Because I was starting to catch feelings for you back then. But it was really because you were starting to get selfish, you know?

You didn't like me talking to Mixtape-hyung. You hated it when I stuck with Squishy-hyung. You always thought that I was ignoring you. I couldn't understand why you always had the need to be possessive to your friends, as if they were going to disappear if you don't hold them by thye neck. Why? I was absent for weeks, and no one even heard from me. I didn't answer anything to Squishy-hyung, knowing you'll become your jealous self when I say anything to him.

You didn't even ask what happened to me. Everyone was asking why I was gone, some were concerned, some were up for the gossip, and to my surprise, even your popular friends. You thought I was just ignoring you the past weeks, and I did get angry at you. I wasn't ignoring you? I got sick, and if I did ignore you, just like what I was exactly doing for the last three months, then I wouldn't be on speaking terms with you-- just like now.

You were being irrational. But it's okay, Alphabet Boy. I love you, okay? Only you. Just like I said, I got angry at you, and did start ignoring you. That's where all this chaos started.

I'm sorry it took so long to add another letter for you, I forgot about you and became happy for the past month. Let me be, please?

With hope at last,

Whalien.