[RECONSTRUCTING] whalien 52 »˚tk

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Alphabet Boy,

Rumors fly fast. The next thing I knew was that the recent hot topic in school suddenly shifted to both of us. Apparently, three of your friends saw you sneaking into my room that night. I don't even know how they saw that. It was midnight, for fuck's sake. Your friends are really fucking nosey, Alphabet Boy. Are they your stalkers? You never told me you have stalkers for friends.

We've been kissing a lot now ever since my birthday. Started with a small peck here on my cheeks, but you've gotten much braver. Now your lips settle on my forehead, sometimes it's a small peck on my lips, although your lips never linger for more than a millisecond. I bet a million dollars to myself that you would laugh and shake the news off of your shoulders. It's okay, though.

You would sneak into my room at two am and we would mess around while talking about random things, until that simple kiss on my forehead would land onto my lips even though we were still not together.

I didn't like it, but you did.

I didn't like that you kiss a lot, I'd go numb whenever lips touch an i ch of my skin, and I pour my feelings out into every kiss I get on my lips even if it's just a second. I pour what I feel into your touch, but you feel nothing. After what it felt like hours, you would leave by jumping out of my window, and nobody would know we have this kind of relationship.

I didn't understand why you always liked to do what was wrong and what was not appropriate. It wasn't even qualified into an relationship, because we never do something else.

How I would like to ask you so much, why did you even kiss me in the first place? Did you find out that I like you very much and you felt pity for me?

What made you do it? Was it because my face was dangerously close to yours when I blew the candle? Or was it because of the tension? I'm willing to find out soon.

Because I'm too busy to enjoy what we have. After all, I'm used to all of your ignoring now. I don't really mind.

Willing to wait for the answer,

Whalien.