[RECONSTRUCTING] whalien 52 »˚tk

0901 | 19

Alphabet Boy,

I left a box of cupcakes outside your apartment door before going to school today, because I know no one is going to greet you today, but I hope you know that I still greeted you. I care for you, at least like how you wanted it to be.

Just don't step on the box, please! I worked hard for that last night, I even slept at three am!!

At lunch, you smiled at me and discretely hugged me when I was on my way to the canteen. You even muttered thanks in my ear. And just by that, I knew that you knew it was me. Because I was the only one who knew your birthday, not even Mixtape-hyung knew. Well, some might know but everyone know you don't like celebrating birthdays or any other sappy days like Valentine's or Christmas so they don't bother telling it to others.

What I expected was that after it, you ignored me again.

I feel like I'm starting to like the feeling of being ignored, Alphabet Boy. Even when you're ignoring me, I feel like you do care. You do think of me. Thank you for appreciating, though. I still think we're friends after all, distant ones.

Happy Birthday, Alphabet Boy, my loneliest boy in the world.

Yours,

Whalien.

P.S. I still love you, if you're asking.

Just not like the way before I did.