[RECONSTRUCTING] whalien 52 »˚tk

0912 | 20

Alphabet Boy,

It was Mixtape-hyung's birthday today so we went out and celebrated, he even took us to Seoul just for that. Aish, this hyung has tons of money. We went and strolled by the streets of the lovely Seoul, it was wonderful. It's not much different back home, it's just noisier out here. And lots of cars, lots and lots of them. The buildings here are many as well, and like I said,it's not much different from home, except they have a different dialect.

I knew I was going to love it here. I thought of bringing you here, but then I remembered you were rich so you probably got here many times without telling me. I talked to you about Squishy-hyung, and then suddenly, I noticed that you have been absent nowadays. Starting from the day after your birthday, you were absent until September 4. Then you show up again at 5, then became absent at 7 again. These leaves are indefinitely, you know? Not that I'm bothered. People are looking for you.

And I wanna to ask you, but I really don't want to come out or to sound like I'm nosey, after all, we're not close anymore. I'm just curious, what's the real reason of your absence episodes? Squishy-hyung and I are gonna come home tomorrow and— Aigoo, Squishy-hyung is trying to peek! He's asking what I'm doing. What am I doing? Talking to someone? Telling what I feel for someone? I don't know as well to be quite honest.

I better go, I can't have him read all of this... letters but I will write more, if I know something different going on. It's not gonna take a while though, I promise. I'll keep you updated. I still love you, and I miss you. Alot.

With hope at last,

Whalien.