[RECONSTRUCTING] whalien 52 »˚tk

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y'all listen, I have a special chapter, a full chapter of this in my book "Capital S", so if ya wanna see the taek00l action for this cheezy chapter (omg im too gay 4 this lmao), check it out now, lovelies!!

Alphabet Boy,

It was my birthday today. You came to my house at exactly 12 AM, and we quietly ate a cupcake which had a frosting that looked terrible, and that tasted terrible. Nonetheless, I still loved it because my siblings made it. I was surprised at first because I was about to sleep, but I was very happy you came. This will be one of the best birthdays that I have and will celebrate.

It was delightful, we finally talked. The kind of talk talk, talk about everything. You told me you were sorry but not before I did. I'm sorry for blaming you before. You were kind of hard on me before. I still haven't told you that I like you, but I think those words will remain with me. I'm happy now.

Everything was short, the talk, your hair – I see you finally got a haircut, and the time that we saw each other this close again. I missed you more than I actually thought. Everything that I adored about you, your voice, your soft skin, your bipolar personality, your eyes, was close to me.

And worst part is, I loved it. I fucking loved every minute of it, the moment when you sat beside me on my bed with our backs touching the wall, our thighs pressed against each other, words falling from your lips sounding lovely yet gibberish because I wasn't focusing on what you were saying, I was focused on you.

I finally asked you why you were going to class irregularly. You told me you were going to Seoul for a visit to your uncle? I got a small hint of lie in it because I sounded a little vague. You looked as if you weren't sure. I swore you were lying, Alphabet Boy, but I didn't push it because I didn't want you to leave so soon, after all, it was just one am. I didn't want you to leave, because I told you. I'm not wasting any of this precious moment.

I wanted you to stay longer, to stay with me, at least for this day. That was my birthday wish.

But you gave me something much more better.

You kissed me.

And I felt like going to heaven.

In dreamland,

Whalien.