Mistaken (Niall Horan)

5. Out Of Hell

Chapter (5) - Out Of Hell

I have succeeded in doing things I never excepted myself to do. I didn't want to. I'm the only one who put myself in a situation I can't win anyway. I'm the only one who greatly accomplished a terrorist mission while refusing another. I put Hanya's life at risk for her being the best thing that ever happened to me. Don't you consider that terrorism? Of course, it is. Who am I even asking? I'm the only one who does something, not intending it. Then, I blame myself all the time. I'm the only guy who successfully made himself living misery walking on numb human legs.

Good job, Niall James Horan.

Hanya is not making any accomplishments, on the other hand. Wow, I never thought I would be better than her at something. She, to my bad luck, isn't getting any better. Whenever she takes a step forward, she backs up two. Sometimes, she makes a great progress, adding towers to my hope, but then she fails again. Lily stayed at the hospital last night, like she's been doing since a week ago. She's getting even paler. I don't try to tell her to go though; I know it's useless. Lily loves Hanya to pieces.

The boys are still with me. Today, Liam and Louis are staying as Zayn and Harry needed to go do the work they delayed because of me yesterday. How can these boys be so amazing? I would've literally died of depression if they weren't here with me. I'm dearly thankful to them, but they can't see it. I can't show gratitude because my eyes refuse to. All they show is sadness.

Hanya's family come everyday too. Her brother still doesn't want to talk to me as I was the one driving. I know how he feels, but seriously, this isn't helping me at all. It makes it all worse. Her parents come everyday after work and stay till night. I wish Hanya would see them now. I bet her feelings towards them would change. They show true love and concern for her.

Liam and Louis come in, interrupting my thoughts, and I hear Louis calling, “Niall!”

He's cheering in some joyful tone. Wow, I haven't heard that in a while.

“We've got some good news,” Liams comes after him, saying in another cheerful tone.

What happened? The look in their eyes is truly happy.

“What?” I inquire, really wanting to know.

“Hanya's no longer in the ICU!”

No reaction. That's my reaction. I stay still, like someone had passed an electric current through my body. Those words had the effect of electricity on me. They shocked me at first, but then I'm full of joy and glee. I'm full of energy. I swear that I can walk without crutches and feel no pain. I am so happy that I feel like flying, like I'm not in a hospital with my best mates giving me the best news ever.

I can't believe guilt won't haunt me again. I can't believe I'll be able to have her again in my arms, close to my body, and never let go of her. We're gonna be back together, and I swear I won't let anything harm her. I already plan to get us a very highly-secured house, with everything – literally everything – inside it so that she won't ever need to get out of it. I'm going to be the best boyfriend, I swear. Nothing is going to hurt her anymore even if it means giving my life away.

I try to get out of the bed, and my best mates rush to help though it's not necessary. I don't need their help. I'm able to fly now. I can fly for Hanya. I can do anything for her.

“Whoa, mate,” Louis smiles at me, but my grin is wider; it's probably bigger than the whole room.

“Let me visit her. I want to talk to her,” I tell him and see his face drop. “Now what?”

“She's still not awake,” Liam informs me, and though I understand him, I don't know why they put her in a normal room.

At that moment, someone dashes in the room. I see Lily's joyful face that I have really missed, and I feel even better. Lily rushes to me, taking me in one of her cute, comforting – even surprising, sometimes – hugs.

“She's not there anymore, Niallo,” she says gleefully.

I feel every word of her statement because it's impossible not to. Passion and love are obvious in every single syllable. Lily is back; she even called me Niallo. That was always her nickname for me.

“I know, LeeLee, and we'll go to visit her now!” I reply with the same gleeful tone as her, my voice filled with as much passion and love as she had in hers.

I decided I'll call her LeeLee all the time. I shouldn't let Hanya have the nickname all for herself after all. She breaks the hug and takes my hands to help me move. Her hands are not like the nurse's that I have touched many times before, but they're not like Hanya's either. But, I don't care. In less than a minute, I'll be holding Hanya's hand again, feeling every pulse her heart makes to keep her alive.

“Niall, she's not awake. Are you aware of that?” LeeLee asks more seriously this time, yet happiness is still obvious in her voice.

Aside from how she talked, it's what she said that made my face go straight. Not awake?

“Then why did they move her?” I inquire, not really wanting to know.

My tone is as if I said, “duh,” and I keep trying to get out of this stupid bed. Why the fuck is it so high?

“Niall, listen,” Liam stops me, but I shove his hand off of me and continue trying to get out of this cage; but unfortunately, my best mate is strong enough to stop me just by pressing my arm. How impressive, Liam. “Listen.. the doctors said she's better now, but she won't be totally conscious."

I'm still looking at him in the same stupid “duh” way, refusing to believe him because I don't exactly understand him. I'm about to finally leave the bed until I don't feel Lily's hand on mine anymore, and I hear her sigh. So what? What's wrong with it? Lily always sighs.

“Niall, she'll be unconscious at times and not at others. When she is, she's not really capable of interacting with us,” she simplifies it better than Liam; now the sigh has a meaning.

“We can visit her all day?” I ask, and they nod. “She will understand us?”

They nod again.

“Then what the fuck, people?” I burst out and try to run.

But, it turns out to be stumbling, so Louis and Lily help me walk to Hanya's room. When we reach it, something very weird pops in my mind, but I don't give it a second thought. I will spit it all out.

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