The Unexpected

Chapter 2

We walk up to my door in silence. Once I get the door open I smile. "I hope you had fun at your party. I'll see you tomorrow."

"Thanks for planning it. It was amazing."

"No problem. Good night."

I begin turning but his lips capture mine, taking me by surprise. I quickly pull away, wide eyed. He gives me a moment to process this before capturing my lips once again. I don't know if its from drinking but when he deepens the kiss, my fingers curl around to the back of his head, tugging at his hair. He groans as his hands trail down my body to the back of my thighs. He picks me up and I wrap my arms and legs around him.

I hear the door close and another open. When I feel us going downstairs to the basement, I know we're going to my bedroom. In the basement by my request. When he sets me down, I take a moment to glance around. We're standing at the foot of my bed. I am frozen to the ground as he walks behind me and slowly brings down the zipper on my dress.

He trails kisses from my shoulder to my neck as my dress falls to the floor. His hands undo my bra, allowing it to join my dress on the floor.

I can't even think. This is too much.

He cups my breasts from behind me and I arch my back. I've never felt this. I've never had a man touch me like this before. His hands move down to my lace underwear and he hooks his thumbs into them. Slowly, he takes them off. When I step out of them, he picks me up and sets me on the bed. He stares down at me as he begins undressing.

This is wrong, I begin thinking. I have no self control right now. We've both been drinking and we're friends. We shouldn't -

"Ah-" I cry out with pleasure as his mouth presses against the most sensitive area of my body.

His tongue caresses my body and I forget about everything. But his touch is soon gone and I watch as he rips open a condom wrapper with his teeth. This is normal for him. He does this all the time. But it's not normal for me - it's a first. So I watch carefully as he rolls it on. "This might hurt a little bit but it'll go away. You can tell me to stop at any time," he says, waiting for a response.

I am frozen to the spot and can't seem to move or speak. Stop! the little voice screams in my head. This is wrong.

Instead of voicing my thoughts, I simply nod. This is it. I'm about to lose my innocence.

He guides himself inside me and my breathing hitches and I feel the pain of my virginity being taken away. "Breathe." He whispers. I let out a deep breath and he smiles. He buries his face into the crook of my neck. "You looked so beautiful tonight." He removes himself from me then dives deep inside me again, moaning. "And you feel so good."

His body continuously thrusts into mine but it doesn't feel like how everyone explains it. Nothing like the movies. There's a small moment of pain followed by a long moment of wishing it was over. It doesn't last long before his body stills and he attempts to catch his breath.

Laying side by side on our stomachs, he stares over at me. I yawn and he leans in to kiss my forehead. "Get some sleep."

My eyes are heavy and I fight to keep them open. But the last thing I see is him staring at me with furrowed eyebrows.

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When I wake up the next morning, Tyler is gone. I guess I'm not surprised. Pushing my thoughts aside, I get up and take a shower. After eating breakfast, I check my phone. There's a missed call from Steven. I tap on his name and wait for him to answer. "Hello?"

"You called?"

"Oh, yeah. Is Tyler with you? He didn't come home last night and his mom is worried." Steven says.

My eyes widen. "We watched a movie last night but I thought he went home afterwards. Have you tried calling him?"

"Yeah. He's not answering."

I sigh. "I'll try calling him."

After hanging up, I dial Tyler's number. I call a few times and just as I'm about to give up, there's an answer. "Hello?" A girl answers. My body stiffens and a I don't know what to say. "Hello?" The girl repeats.

"Uh... Where is Tyler?"

I hear moving in the background. "Tyler!" She yells. I consider hanging up when I hear her laugh but his voice stops me. "Hey."

"Your mother is worried about you. You should call her." I say softly.

I hear him shushing the girl and then the sound of a door closing. "Mia." He breathes.

"Call your mom." I say before hanging up.

Apparently I wasn't enough. He had to go to another girls house. The thought angers me and I leave my phone on the table. After putting my bikini on, I go into the backyard and dive into the pool.

Tyler and I have known each other since elementary. We've always been close but I never thought this would happen. I gave him my first kiss when we were younger and now he has my virginity. I can't believe I let it happen but I couldn't think straight with alcohol in my system and his hands on my body.

Part of me is glad I finally did it. But the other part of me regrets doing it with him. Will things be different between us now? Of course they will. How can we go back from something like that? If he doesn't want to be together, then we shouldn't talk anymore. Not after last night. Things between us will never be the same. And he never goes out with girls. He only has sex with them.

Maybe that's what he wants - a friends with benefits kind of relationship. Could I do that? No way. But if that was the only way to maintain our friendship - no, it's crazy and stupid.

My mind races with endless possibilities and scenarios but it's hard telling what'll happen. Maybe after graduation things will be different anyways. Maybe we would've stopped talking anyways. We'll probably go to colleges on the opposite side of the country anyways. Then I won't have to worry about things anymore. But I don't want our friendship to end. Why does life have to be so confusing?

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