hi, this is alice.
i'm sorry that i'm calling you 3am in the morning. i didn't know that you're going to pick up. i was hoping that you wouldn't because i didn't want you to worry. but i needed to talk. i needed to know that there was someone out there for me even though they might not really care. i'm sorry, i'm not saying that you're superficial. i'm saying that i'm cynical. and it's killing me.
i'm sorry. you probably won't understand half the things that i'm saying right now. i don't either. with all this crying and these muddled thoughts. i feel dizzy now. don't worry. i'm sure that it's only going to be like this tonight. only tonight. i promise. please don't hang up.
