hi, this is alice...
i hope i didn't sound too depressed in my last call. i didn't mean to. i hope i didn't scare you or anything because that wasn't my intentions. honest. i know for fact, or more the belief, that currently i'm fine. i guess it's not the same as being happy, but its fine. i'm fine.
but i won't lie that i'm not scared. because i am. i'm still scared of the abrupt pains that distrub me for no reason. it makes me feel crazy. and lonely. i don't know why i'm feeling like this. there are some dark thoughts that linger from the past and build a nest inside my mind. maybe depression also needs a home as well.
sorry, i didn't call to talk about my problems. i wanted to tell you that i'm okay. you seemed to worry about me last time. you don't need to. i'm alright.
you seem like a nice person. you didn't talk to your friends about me although you could have. i wish the world was more like you .
and don't worry. right now, i'm the 'alice who can handle life' today.
good night.
