If I Ain't Got You

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Life perfect
Ain't perfect
If you don't know what the struggle's for
Falling down ain't falling down
If you don't cry when you hit the floor
It's called the past cause I'm getting past
And I ain't nothing like I was before
You ought to see me now
Yes I was burned but I called it a lesson learned
Mistake overturned
So I call it a lesson learned
My soul has returned
So I call it a lesson learned
Another lesson learned
: Lesson Learned by Alicia Keys

                   Kyren P.O.V.

         I poured the rest of the hennesy left in the small bottle into my cup. I came home early from school. Lyric and King were gone. I stayed in my room the whole day. Kyan, Kings, Kadyn came home and packed their bags. Aunty Mel picked them up, but I doubt she knew I was here. Lyric and King never came back, so I figured they went out of town or something.

             I tossed back the hennesy frowning at the bitter taste it left in my mouth. I looked at the three empty bottles on the table. Crown royal. Peach ciroc. And hennesy. Hopefully I don't get too messed up. Suddenly I heard frantic knocking on the door and I jumped.

           "Was that you?" I asked looking into the mirror on my wall.

            "Nah," he shook his head. I laughed heading downstairs. I opened the door and it was Layla.

            She wrapped her arms around my neck and started kissing me. I slipped my tongue into her mouth squeezing her waist. I picked her up and closed the door. Somehow I made it upstairs with her in my arms. How is a mystery to me.

            She laid across my bed pulling me down with her. "Kyren," she whispered. I looked into her eyes. "Make love to me."

            I didn't know what she was talking about, but at this point. I didn't even care. She pulled my shirt over my bead pulling me down on her. Next she started working on getting my sweatpants down. She was really determined and I was really confused.

           What is going on? "Make love to me," she whispered.

            "I ain't never did this before," I told her.

            "Me either baby. We can do it together," she whispered. I nodded sliding off her panties. She smirked wrapping her arms around my neck.

           'Damn I'm working with a monster,' I thought as I looked at my dick. I moved her so the head was positioned right between her lips. She stared up at me. With a quick thrust if my hips, I was inside of her. She squeezed her eyes shut.

            "Am I hurting you?" I asked. She shook her head no. "I love you. I would never wanna hurt you. You mean the world to me," I whispered. She smiled cradling my head in her arms.

          "Baby go deeper please."
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         I tried to roll over, but something was in my way. Well somebody rather. At first I thought one of my siblings had got in my bed, but none of them were here. I opened my eyes and saw Layla staring at me with a smile on her face and I screamed.

         "Yo!" I jumped up. I felt cold around my bottom half and realized I was naked. I grabbed my pants off the floor and slipped them on, "How did you get in my house?" I asked frowning.