If I Ain't Got You

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I told 'em it’s no friends in the game, you ain’t learned that yet
All the bridges you came over, don’t burn that yet
Niggas want respect, but niggas ain't earned that yet
Self-righteous and entitled but they swearin' on the Bible that they love you
When really they no different from all your rivals
But I still don’t wish death on ‘em
I just reflect on 'em

Pills n potions
We're overdosin'
I'm angry but I still love you
Pills n potions
We’re overdosin'
Can't stand it but I still love you

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still lo-o-ove
I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love

I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still lo-o-ove
I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love, I still love
Yo, people will love you and support you when it’s beneficial
I'mma forgive, I won't forget, but I'mma dead the issue
: Pills and Potion by Nikki Minaj

                Kyren P.O.V.

          "I'm not sure," Lyric spoke to my doctor. I had been up for a day, but Lyric was the only person who was allowed to see me. Now she's letting all my friends see me without my permission.

           "Maybe it's best stress isn't put on him. We placed him on suicide watch and we want him highly monitored," Dr. Jackson told her. She nodded.

          "I'll talk to him. Just me then. Maybe if he agree, then they can all visit him?" She asked.

           "Only if he agrees," Dr. Jackson said firmly. "You know how this works."

           "I know. It's just different when it's your own child. I work with people going through the same thing and I should've realized the signs of depression," she said.

           "If I tell this woman one more time, I'm not depressed," I muttered.

          "Look. I'll leave you guys to talk. I'll see you Nurse King," Dr. Jackson left the room.

           "I'm not suffering from depression," I said.

            "Why else would you try to kill yourself?" She asked.

             "I didn't try to kill myself Lyric," I sighed.

             "You had enough of that damn medicine in you to take down a horse! And why didn't you tell me you had been jumped!" She snapped. "Or about when you tried to drown yourself at the lake?"

           "So now you wanna talk?" I asked.

          "KJ you should've told me," she said.

         "I'm not doing this with you. When do I get released?" I asked.

          "Kyren, you're gonna talk to me," she said with tears in her eyes.

          "The only reason you're acting like you care now is because my overdose is something you couldn't hide," I shrugged.