(I was thinking maybe of doing a part 3 to Rome. Let me know what you think! Xx)
I stood there, my hands sweating and heart breaking.
"You ready" I stuttered trying so hard to not let my voice break.
"Nearly"
Chandler came rushing out the front door.
"All done"
The bags were packed. 4 months. He was leaving for 4 months.
I didn't want to handle the pain.
I stayed quiet the drive to the airport and let him sort everything out. But all too soon , I had to say goodbye.
"Chan, I get it. You're gonna meet loads of people and make friends. And you'll get lonely as much as I. And I want you to know I love you. But I can't hold on forever. So I think we should maybe not be us. Just until you get back, then maybe we can try again. I'm holding you back and that's not fair, on either of us. So have fun. Maybe meet someone nice. Enjoy"
I kissed his cheek.
"Y/N" he didn't even try to hide his broken voice. I couldn't bear the pain.
"No chan, go"
I turned my back and left. It hurt like the walk was on broken glass and daggers were being stabbed into me at the same time.
I didn't look back, because I didn't know what would hurt more, him still there looking right back at me. Or if he'd gone.
The drive was tearful to say the least but I stayed strong the second I got home. I couldn't stay like this forever. After all, surely I could take my own advice of moving on?
A/n: REQUESTS ARE OPEN
