I knew the stadium was big , but i never imagined it would be this big .
i had a tough time looking for the pitch's entry . i kept on following people through the halls , up and down the long stairs until i finally was able to see the green grass from above and the enormous amont of seats .
If looking for the entry was hard then i would call looking for my seat nea impossible . I lost count of the number of people i asked for the 34C area , and everyone would send me looking somewhere new .
when i found my seat i was very happy to find out that it wasn't far from the pitch , I was able to see everything, the coache's area , the player's tunnel , the madridista zone, everything !
I've never felt this way in such a long time, not after my life went down the hill . The adrenaline rush and the fear of losing gave me a feeling i have been longing for , for so long .
After a couple of minutes , the hymne started , and I found myself singing pationatly . A girl next to me nudged me and pointed to the big screen across from us . And to my utter surprise the huge screen held my reflection singing . I felt the heat creeping to my cheeks , and i did the first thing that crept to my mind at the time . I smiled to the cameras and kissed the logo on my chest .
the players entered the pitch and i was extremely happy to see them in front of me .
After the handshakes between the two teams , the game started and I watched the whole ninety minutes , without missing a second . Even thought i was alone and knew no one I enjoyed every single moment of it .
When the time was up the slovaquian referee blew the final whistle , and everyone around me was cheering and jumping .
we were going to the finals after all .
Instantly after the final whistle people started to leave the stadium , but I didn't want to , I just couldn't leave .
I've been dreaming my whole life of this day , the day i'll enter the Santiago bernabeu , it wasn't meant to be this way but still , i always wanted to watch my team winning , which is for me the definition of hapiness .
This night was just magical , the lights turned off , and the stadium at night is undescribable .
i could stay here forever . the way the dim lights between the seats lights the stadium in a heavenly way , the soft calming sound of watering cans , and the water droplets when they touch the grass . The chilly slight breeze in the air. it's magical , truly magical .
I was lost in the beauty of the stadium who only hours ago was wild and noisy ,but calm and silent now , when a security guy came towards me. I didn't understand what he said to me , but since it was late and i think i heard him say " closing" , i quickly gathered my things and shot him an apologetic smile , then rushed towards the exit .
I tried to find my way out the stadium , but i felt my self trapped in a maze , and the fact that my spanish is rusty didn't help it either.
while trying to find the way out in the huge halls , i bumped into a huge security guy , he was creepy and i didn't get good vibes out of him.
Before i could think , the words rushed out of my mouth " I'm sorry I'm lost ,I know it's late and I'm really trying to find my way out ", he answered with a cold voice that sent chills through my spine
" Señorita , necesito tu permiso para poner una foto tuya en un clip , podrìa ? "
I felt embarrassed because i only understood half of the worlds and couldn't form the meaning of the sentence . i apologized to him and told him that i don't speak spanish
" lo siento , no hablo español "
i don't think he understood me , maybe it's the way i pronouced the words , because he kept on repeating the same question over and over again .
" i don't inderstand you 'no entiendo' !" , i was getting annoyed and irritaded from the situation i was in , suddenly I heard a voice behind me saying something in Spanish .
I knew that voice , I'm a hundred percent positive that I have already heard it before .
and before i knew it I felt a warm hand on my shoulder and fire ignited in my body from this persons touch ...

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FanfictionRemember that if he was still alive you wouldn't be here in spain , you wouldn't have went to the bernabeu , I wouldn't have met you , you wouldn't be here in this right moment , and I wouldn't havee been able to do this " he whispers the last part...