Kendall POV
After telling Cara and Gigi about the phone call . Shocked is an understatement of their reaction .
Cara wouldn't believe me until i showed her the incoming call .
They were very happy and excited for me . and i'm beyond grateful for having them in my life , they are my rock . The only constant that is keeping me sane at the moment .
After getting ready for the photoshoot , we all rode with Cara and headed to the agency .
The photoshoot past as a blur . And all i could thing of was how did cristiano know i was a model ? even thought he seemed confused when i told him that i was . And why would he ask me to take a part in his photoshoot ?
Didn't he have Alessandra Ambrossio as his partner last month .
The guy can literally have the best models to shoot with , Adriana Lima for all i know .
But no he chose me . me .
Maybe it's another dare .
I don't want to make a foul out myself , or believe this is real , and then everything will scrumble down .
When we were done of the photoshoot , we head directly to the apartment . Gi had a date with Zayn , and cara exhausted she only wanted to sleep .
i on the othet hand , wanted to escape from this world so i grabbed a book and drow myself in the world of Mr.Darcy and Elizabeth Bennet .
A model reading Pride and Prejudice . Ironic right ? But i'm a model who studied English Lit , So it does make sense , well a bit .
I fell asleep dreaming of Mr.Darcy and Mr.collins that night .
i woke up in the middle of the night sweating and shaking .
The nightmares are back .
i knew it was too good to last .
I padded to the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle and gulped it all .
After taking deep breaths i layed my head on the pillow and wished to go back to sleep without dreaming of anything .
i kept tossing and rolling over for the rest of the night .
When the light began creeping throught the thin curtains i got up and decided to go for a run .
I grabbed my phone and plugged my earbuds .
i ran for almost an hour . When i got back i took a shower and grabbed a book .
I wasn't never a morning person before the accident . I couldn't function before 7:00 am . and if you ever tried to wake me up before it , hell doors would open .
But after the incident everything changed , and now i only hope to get a straight three hours of sleep .
while starting the fortieth chapter of the book i'm reading , i feel my eyelids getting heavy , and i happily oblige and lay my head on the soft pillow.
I don't sleep enough . I don't sleep actually . so i won't miss an opportunity to have a decent sleep . Well i hope so .
in a matter of seconds my mind is drifting into blackness .
A buzzing wakes me from my slumber , i try to ignore it . It stops . Then it starts again .
once
twice
"what ?" I yelled burying my face on my pillow
" good morning to you too sunshine " the voice on the other line greets me .
A voice I can always recognize .
I felt my cheeks burn with embarrassment
" oh , uh – yea hi ?" it sounded more like a question .
" not a morning person , are we love "
My heart was pounding so fast that I swear he could hear it .
How can a small ; four letters word ; that slipped out off his mouth , can affect me this much .
And the number of times I embarrassed myself around him astonish me . bravo kendall
How can I seriously keep embarrassing myself like this ?
I sigh not willing to humiliate myself any further
" no , I am not " i murmur
He chuckled , and I couldn't help but smile at the beautiful sound my ears were hearing
" you forgot didn't you ?" his voiced laced with amusement .
" forgot , w-oh.."
" yes , oh ,"
" no but I didn't forget for real , it's like what now , eight in the morning ?" I'm not even fully wake yet i haven't had a nap in ages .
I feel like it's a new day and that the three previous hours that i passed running , showering and reading was yesterday .
He sighed "I thought I told you not to be late , and it's nine thirty , which is the time I told you to meet me in "
" first , you want me to meet you at nine thirty in the morning are you serious ? and second of all , you never told me where or when to meet you , so if I am late , it's your fault not mine "
"princess doesn't check her texts "
"what text ? "
"i sent you a text at six thirty , telling you the address "
"i was showering i didn't even check my phone this morning " i tell him
" i don't get , you woke up to shower then got nack to sleep ?" he sounds confused
"no i was having a nap now " i clap my hand over my mouth after realising what i have just said
" you're not helping " he says
" forget about it i'll be there in an hour "
" Don't be late , i hate tardy people " he says amused, then hung up
His lucky thag i have been used on not having much sleep .
If this happened one month ago i would have curssed the life out of him .
I laugh at the memories of throwing whatever i get to put my hand on , on everyone who tried to wake me up .
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ספרות חובביםRemember that if he was still alive you wouldn't be here in spain , you wouldn't have went to the bernabeu , I wouldn't have met you , you wouldn't be here in this right moment , and I wouldn't havee been able to do this " he whispers the last part...
